So my dad and moms relationship break up has hit me. With all the force of a semitruck. My dad is being a shitty father right now and I want to scream and cuss and tell him to leave me alone. He acts as though I simply dont know that I am unemployed for the summer...as if I dont remind myself every waking moment. He acts like developing the ( Read more... )

Well I have been having an interesting week. Not much is going on...leaving me with a ton of extra time that I simply dont know what to do with myself. It is this that has brought me into trouble. When computer games dont suffice I get bored again...and so started flirting with the wrong guy. I all but feel nothing for Alexey anymore unless he is ( Read more... )

Well I am smack dab in the middle of the design thing. I am waiting (because the competition is quite small right now) for my other members to show up. Yesterday we went and picked up 12 evergreen trees (5 gallons a piece), 60 unit pavers (15 lbs a piece), and twenty perennials. I am honestly exausted from yesterday. I am sore everywhere. And now I ( Read more... )

So I skipped class today. Its been known to happen. But today, unlike all the rest of the week, means I dont have school at all. Heather skipped class on wed. and kim skipped to register. I think we are all feeling the need to leave. I skipped today due to a horse vet appointment that proved emotionally exhausting but a success nonetheless. Bailey ( Read more... )

So my sister's birthday is on Tuesday. I have to figure out something to get her...besides an ice cream cake. Aspen's birthday is on Monday...she is going to be 1 year old ( Read more... )

Does anyone ever update on this thing anymore. I am going to stop checking a billion times a day...

So today I woke and figured I would look at horse trailers again on CraigsList...seven hours later...I bought one! It was a fantastic deal.

Life has continued on as usual. With classes scheduling their tests in the same week and projects getting toward completion, I find my mind wandering alot. Sleeping hasnt helped much. Since I have been back to Montana (over a week now) I have had non-stop unsettling dreams. Twice I have dreamed about Hannah getting married, with two different guys ( Read more... )

Today was one of those days that remind you why you hate school. In fact, its more than hate. I had two tests today in one class (grrr...) and thought I had studied anough except nope...something that he wasnt going to be on it was. I feel terrible and now have to pick myself back up off my feet and go to class, finish a project, and prepare for ( Read more... )

So I had the weirdest dream last night. Hannah was getting married (to Jon sorry hannah) and the ceremony was in this huge theatre style hall. It all happened very fast...and I was going to be an important part but I was doing Homework for Yousef. Just thinking this could happen is crazy. Like I would miss out. But if it makes anyone feel better... ( Read more... )