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[jenicided]

My dreams are getting more and more fucked up every night. They are becoming so vivid that I have to question if they actually really happened or not. I heard that stress makes you dream more..err, or is that sleep more. Whatever is going on, my brain is baked, and apparently, so is wbmTime is getting closer to my high school reunion. I had planned on

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[lunarpollen]

When I first moved to CA from NY, I had HORRIBLE nightmares for months... They were psychotically twisted, excrutiatingly painful, calculated to be psychologically damaging, and often quite revolting and violating. They were definitely not created by my brain, they were from an outside source. I couldn't and wouldn't have ever imagined some of the things in these nightmares. Thankfully, there were a few good dreams that were just as psychotic and twisted, but calculated to please and entertain me... they were scripted to perfectly appeal to my sense of humor and had me hysterically laughing and astounded at their cleverness

[jenicided]

Oh goodness. Perhaps I should have been more clear. My dreams are not that fucked up, I just mean they have been of strange subject matter, and that they seem more real than made-up. I haven't seen anything traumatic yet. Luckily, I still have some control over them. I find myself dreaming of the past lately, a place I seem to dwell on while awake as well. I've yet to have an actual nightmare.

But your suggestions are noted.. and as always, I appreciate your insight.

xoxo

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[lunarpollen]

The dreams I had were of VERY strange and atypical subject matter, seemed VERY real, in fact I could not wake up out of them, I was a prisoner in them and my housemate had to wake me up a couple times a night when I was screaming in pain

It sounds like yours are a much milder form. Probably because your living situation is way better than mine was, so you're not as vulnerable. We have aethereal/psychic immune systems as well as physical ones!