well now.

[jenihead]

except strike that.
UNwell now.
That is more like it...

My seatbelt is on because this is definitly the descent. I keep doing it. I do it. Why do I keep DOING that?
Im an asshole, thats why. At least I am learning to admit it now.

Comments

Aroo?

[defiantangel]

I am concerned about my jeni. What is up yo?

The kitty sends her whiskered (and molasses cookie-d breath) greetings and well wishes.

Re: Aroo?

[jenihead]

You ever just go through a time when you aren't pleased with yourself, and lack ability to make good decisions regarding yourself and your future, and in your heart of hearts you know the things you do are wrong (or, if not wrong outright then not for the betterment of your situation) but you keep doing them anyways? I feel like I am going through a very regressed childish selfish time, a conscienceless time. I keep doing the wrong thing for the simple fact that it makes me feel good. Really, in the end, I feel bad. BUt for the WRONG reasons. Gah!