holy fuck i'm in asheville. sitting in an empty parking lot behind the days inn because they have an unsecured wireless network. contemplating where i might park tonight so as to most un-interuptedly sleep. did a little bit of walking around. funny little town, this. seems pretty neat, lots of small businesses, neat restaurants, etc. but the ( Read more... )

binghamton, ny has a nice library. nice enough people to direct me to it in order to use their free wireless. way to go, human race ( Read more... )

ahhh, the peace of the countyside. here i am, in the fine, cozy, wood-stove paradise of miss ember swift. there has been much tea, good food that i didn't cook, and much-craved converstaion. and it hasn't even been 24 hours. fantastic. tomorrow we go into the city, and isis stays here (where she is much loved and very much tired out) to hang out ( Read more... )

so here i am again. soaking rags with snot and trying to cry quietly enough that no on will hear and ask 'why are you crying'. so i will not have to struggle with an answer about rollercoasters and having really good then really bad then really good then really bad things all crammed into day after day after day. so i will not have to talk about ( Read more... )

how is it that life can deliver such crashing contradictions in such rapid succession on this one girl's poor tired brain? how can one night end in such camraderie, to have the next bring on that all to familiar barage of bitter, lonely tears? the joy of dancing, the peace of shared yoga practice, and the exhilieration of brand new kisses fills me ( Read more... )

oh my god, my dog just stepped in dog poop! she was going to get her ball from the garden (a common place for her to leave her fertilizer) and all of a sudden she was hopping around holding one of her paws up in the air. she stepped on one of her own turds! hahahahahahaha! i had to pick it out of her paw with a stick. she was sitting up on the ( Read more... )

oh my god it feels so good to not be sick. i actually ate food(!) yesterday, i slept for a normal ( Read more... )

10 years ago I was ( Read more... )

does anyone else ever get the impression that something inside of the 'shuffle' mode of itunes knows just what you want to hear and is playing it just for you? well, that's the impression that i've been getting this evening. thanks, itunes. it's nice to know you love me.

funny how in the matter of an hour, one's perspective can change so drastically. how hope, satisfaction, confidance can unwind down the cold cement sidewalk into that all too familiar sense of aloneness, separation, drifting. nothing like nothing to do on a friday night to remind you of how you haven't really connected in any significant way with ( Read more... )