i'm sick of the way i feel, and how i can feel myself force a smile on my face everyday. like i can't even smile at people just to be nice anymore, i try, but i know that the look on my face is not a smile, and probably looks pretty damn stupid
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so i had a pretty good thanksgiving with my family. i was kinda sad that i didn't make it over to drew's family, but i'm sure i'll see them for christmas. so after going to my aunts, i did go over to drew's around 8:30
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so yeah, its freezing out, i've been losing my voice on and off all day, when i can talk i sound like a man, and my nose is stuffed, i miss my boyfriend, and i want to sleep.......think i'm in a good mood
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ok so i'm sitting in 2nd hr and i'm super bored. currently i hate today. i have to work tonight, hopefully i can stand being there for a long time so i can make some money :)
so yesterday was the big one year! i had to work, but got off a little early which was happy, and so i got out to my car and went to grab my cell phone to call drew and all of a sudden i looked up and there he was. he was waiting for me to get out of work :) anyway enough of that
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so the first night of work was interesting. crazy and unorganized, but of course that's because the place just opened. i'm pretty happy i'm not working tonight, the 2nd and final night of the invitation only opening. things will get much easier as time goes on, so i'm looking forward to that
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