oh man. this is my last entry in the US for a really long time ( Read more... )

So far, this week has torn me apart ( Read more... )

I thought this day would never come ( Read more... )

ahhh, tomorrow is THE day! mcat. the real thing. I want it to be just like all my other full lengths.. going to kaplan, seeing orlee and the scotts, laughing and snickering throughout the test, looking at my friends when 5 minutes is called during phys sci and realizing we have like, 2 passages to get through, having scott make weird faces at me ( Read more... )

um, I think I was mentally not here today. All throughout the day, I thought it was thursday, then monday, then wednesday, then tuesday.. and then during dinner, I finally realized it was friday.. but then it went back to monday again. *sigh* I need help ( Read more... )

don't be stupid.

"I wouldn't give over so much of myself, which I did at times ( Read more... )

well, a little bit.

last night, I ranted in an email to a friend about my self-doubt. and felt better. then I had conversations with two people I adore.. one of them adores me a little too much and a little too blatantly.. hahaha. quite interesting, I must say, but nonetheless made me feel better. Then this morning I had mcat class and that ( Read more... )

so basically I have less than 4 weeks till the best day on earth. and I feel like all I should be doing for the next 4 weeks is study my poor little butt off. sigh. I sometimes feel like I can conquer this, but more often than not, I feel like I'm going to be really disappointed. I think I'm going to be more scared about getting my scores back than ( Read more... )

So I have one more month of this crap, or at least, I hope I only have a month left.. been pretty productive lately cuz I know it's crunch time. Full length #2 tomorrow. whoopee ( Read more... )