this song describes exactly how i feel right now ( Read more... )

today => sucked

- i'm bored ( Read more... )

well the doctors was great fun. and after being sedated and checked out, there is no solution to my problem. great just great. i just loved having a tube shoved down my throat. and it did nothing. they found nothing (which i'm kinda grateful for). they said everything looked good. so why is this happening to me? i just don't get it. why can't i ( Read more... )

only a little over an hour left. i'm scared. really scared. and i'm really hungry because i haven't eaten anything since breakfast at 7:00am and it's now 2:00pm. i can't have anything to eat for at least 6 hours before the procedure. hopefully all goes well and they figure out what's wrong w/ me.

i hate when this happens...another sleepless night. there's just way too much on my mind right now ( Read more... )

i'm going to the doctor's on wednesday July 6th for an endoscopy, which is where they stick a tube w/ a camera in it down your throat to see your esophagus and stomach. sounds fun, doesn't it? luckily i'll be sedated for the procedure. i just want to get better, so hopefully they can figure out what's wrong w/ me, but part of me is really scared ( Read more... )

things are starting to look up for me...almost ( Read more... )

hmm...so i got my final grades for the semester. they were all really good except for my psych grade. i got an A- in bio, A- in o. chem, A in comm, A in PE, and C+ in psych. i'm just happy that i passed psych. that class sucked. so i got a 3.5 for the semester and i have an overall GPA of 3.61. man i gotta do better to get the grades to get into ( Read more... )

i left the place that i had known as my home for the past 19 years on friday. we weren't on the road for more than 2 minutes and i just started to cry. but i didn't care. i just let the tears fall. sometimes it's okay to cry and sometimes you need to cry. it helps you deal w/ everything, it washes away all of your sorrows and cleanses you and makes ( Read more... )