My week has been offf. i havent been sleeping right or eating... im down 6 pounds and i havent seen anybody since tuesday ( Read more... )

o poem i wrote jan 2nd of 05

All you do is lie
All you have is a deny
If it wasnt for Jen
It might of been
You crawled so low
I should just let go
There was no trust
It was all just lust
My heart is shut
My answers is to cut
All you did was deceive
Now im going to leave
So find your four leaf clover
Because this is over

Really bad break up

interesting fact that no one knows about... when i was cleaning my room i came across my planner from 04 and was looking in it and found the day that i tried killing myself...may 13th... thats really fucking odd because its someones birthday.... i didnt know him at the time just think it weird... yeah... no one has ever known that about me... just ( Read more... )

I just found out that I told Mary that Kelly hates her... thats fucking bull shit.... I didnt say that... sure I dont like Kelly... why would I .... shes an ass and needs to grow up and get a clue on whats she does to other people.... but that doesnt mean that im gonna go and start shit... if you know me well you would know that that is one thing I ( Read more... )

So I was cleaning my room because i cant sleep and i just got done but when I was doing so I found 2 poems Jon wrote me when we were together ( Read more... )

What the fuck ( Read more... )

just got done with my picture, now i think im gonna turn off the light and listen to my cradle cd... yeah that sounds like a plan... and btw... i like the drawing... its me sitting in a room in the corner holding a wilting black rose with paint spilled on the floor and wet paint running down the wall read "Beauty?" and at the top "if i only knew ( Read more... )

for some odd reason i have a urge to draw now, its kinda weird since i gave somone that urge... so i pick up my book and usaully ill sit there for about 20 mins and stare at the blank white peice of paper in front of me and then ill say wtf and find on of my books and pic a picture and draw it but its different... i just wanted to draw so i got my ( Read more... )

This is a game, well not really, its more of a stupidity level... now the trick it to not say that many stupid things or mix up your words or even say them wrong, lets see how its going so far...

Allie- 35

Jenna- 8

Karissa- 1

Karly- 7

Katie- 31

Kayla- 32

Les- 6

Lucky- 13

Mary- 38

Matt(pretty hair guy)- 2

Sarah- 1

Sean- 6

Scott- 2

im unbelievable happy right now... like like filled with happiness and joy, its insane... i didnt think i would feel like this in a long time, its great... i love being happy...