Not okay

[jennabegins]

I have been manic. It's awful and stressful and makes me feel sometimes like I'm an inescapable swirling rebounding vortex folding in upon itself. Between despair and self-awareness, I can't tell what's worse: feeling like absolute shit, worrying that I'm not dealing with any of this well because I feel so out of control (and am bringing Sam down

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[oliphont]

i'm sorry you're going through shitty times. i hope you find some serenity in the madness. LET'S PLEASE HANG OUT SOON.

[jennabegins]

Yes! I got your text but I was at a memorial service all day (part of the reason for the entry above). I don't think I'm doing anything on the 15th (not totally sure though, but I'll let you know soon), what fair are you talking about?