you have no idea how much I can hate him, but you know even less, how much it kills me to hear him crying

I hate when my mom comes downstairs and vents to me about my dad. like im her daughter, I should be venting to her about him, I don't know what to tell her and all it does is worry me. she got my school pictures and she only ordered what she wanted, she told my dad he could have the reciept and order whatever he wanted because he would have never ( Read more... )

updating about Albany. friday we had a game then me and danielle went to newburgh. got home around 10 30ish and I packed my "shit" for Albany. woke up saturday morning and went to pop warner practice. I did not want to be there in any way. I was so anxious the entire damn time. like i couldn't sit still or think about one thing. like i felt so ( Read more... )

I need to feel you next to me

i got home like a half hour ago maybe? im just sitting here doing nothing. its pretty damn boring. half day today which was nice but i had math italian english and global. that sucked. global was fun though, we watched a clip from saturday night live and then i just talked to bryant and tim for the rest of the period. felecia and diane just called ( Read more... )

FRIDAY - we had a game after school. we ended up leaving like right after halftime though because it started to rain. me danielle and fele went right to pop warner with maureen because competiton was saturday and we had to curl some of the girls hair. that was fun lemme tell ya. so then i went home and we to bed early ( Read more... )

unbelievable. why do I let people do this to me. I'm sick of opening up. ugh and people getting mad over stupid shit. I have a good like 7 or 8 friends that don't drive me crazy. I'm sick of opening up and getting stepped on. People lie and I don't understand it. I would never do some of the things people do to me, I would never want to make anyone ( Read more... )

wow, I haven't updated in a while. Pep rally is in 2 weeks, holy shit. we still have so much to do. anyway, theres not much to write. every week at school is exactly the same. jv practice everyday, pop warner practice tuesdays and thursdays. school work is easy as hell, im just always tired. I'm finally becoming comfortable with myself, i feel ( Read more... )

i woke up like 20 minutes ago. I have no idea what day I have pictures, i know they're monday and tuesday but i dont know which day I go, great. anyway i have practice at 2 30 and then a game. after jv me and danielle are probably going to the varsity game with my mom and then to Bianca's. ok i hafta go shower, i'll update tomorrow.

oh god, what a day, it's been so long since I've updated. this ones probably gonna be long. well saturday I went to kerry's and we had such a good time. it was so much fun. we got picked up at like 11 and emily slept over. i dont remember what I did the next day but then monday we had school. we've been practicing so many things at cheerleading. ( Read more... )