update
let see, whats been going on.....
horrible morning 2day, not as bad as my first day here, with the hangover from hell, or last wk, but 2day was pretty bad. Slept through my first class (last day of classes too), oops. I guess it could ahve been worse, and I could have missed a test. Usually I turn my alarm off, and I'm still awake for the next 5 mins in bed, but this time I passed rite out. oops. I haven't missed one yet, so I'm good on that level. ahh well. I woke up with 40 mins left of class and decided that there was no pt to go to 20 mins (since I needed a shower), so I blow dryed my hair. oo and looked all cute. got to class and she handed back my paper, a D! I NEVER get d's. I was NOT happy. I didn't like the book she assigned, she didn't like that. hopefully I can redo it, we're allowed to if it's a d, but since the term is over, who knows. we'll see. I'm NOT HAPPY with that. then I go to my next class, and this one kid is in there who annoys me, so I'm already pissed and he shows up being stupid as usual. ugh. wanted to kill him. he acts like a flake, so annoying. but he's aquiantances with the girls I sit with so I deal with him. tho lately I just want to strangle him, and am not very nice. I'm nice, but it's obvious he annoys me. also, there was a paper to do for lit, that I 4got about. UGH! luckly, some ppl didn't get the assignment, so tehy can email it to her, so thats what I'm doing. be like I didn't get it oops. so thats done. also, I did a practice exam on the last, and did terrible last nite, so I'm annoyed. but a lot of the q's didn't have info to do it! it was seriously weird. it shows a map of spain with the lanuages spoken in the countries, and asks why the italians are there. I'm like ummm theres no info to determine that, the answer was immigration. seriously. more info please! so I'm gonna try the next one, it looks better. but I got in 5 hr yesterday. go me.
umm had a meeting for spain yesterday and history club. went over well. everyone in the history club is leaving for term 3. what are the chance sof that. well minus 2 I think, but still, thats weird. so it's cancelled. work was crazy, 4 ppl lost projects in 1 hr. I felt so bad, b/c we couldn't find it. one kids was completely wiped, he even had one presaved and it disappeared completely. sooo crazy. thank god I don't have any papers due. ang has 6 papers due next wk. 6!! yeesh. I have my final project for ss, but thats it, and 2 finals. I have it so eays this term, I'm happy. next term won't be as nice tho. but the meeting for spain went well, I'm gonn have fun. a lot fo the ppl are drinkers, which will make going out all the better. leah doesn't tho, I'm gonna try to change that. *L* basically studied and meetings all yesterday. except that nite, I went out. drinking is so great. we played photohunt at the bar, which was empty basically, as compared to usually I mean, due to finals and everything. but it was still fun. we never beat 300,000 tho. saddening. but mickey d's was consumed later. yums. I luv my suite mates, they're so cute.
I'm playing phone tag w/lily. so we'll see how that goes. 2day is her bday. HAPPY BDAY!. I'm gonna try to get a hold of her later 2day. aubs can u see if I can stay w/someone there for 2 day, then I'll be with her for 2 days, just so it's easier for her mom. umm, I've been talking to jer for a bit.it's going well, we're really good friends, and it's nice ot have him in my life. he's very easy to talk to, and deff knows what ot say to make the day better. but we'll see how this wkend is gonna go down. we made an agreement that he will tell me no matter what, and we'll go from there. I don't want anything kept from me, no matter if it hurts me or not. who knows, maybe after it happens I'll be ok like I was after the first time. (nnot likely, but maybe, I'll still be mad about certain aspects that won't be discussed in a public forum) mike is going too now. kate should be happy, I know she's lonely. jer was thinking about not going b/c of me, and b/c he needs to get a tractor in oh, so this was the perfect wkend for it. I told him he can't do that. I won't be the reason he doesn't go down. It's not fair to kate, they're friends and they should be able to hang out w/out worrying about me. I'm not gonna be the person to prevent them from talking. esp since they just started again. I also said that he promised, and he can't break that, b/c kate has had too many promises broken. I may be mad, but I'm not a bitch, and I know how lonely she is down there and how much she wants to see ppl. So I told him he better go, and stop worrying about me. I'm pretty sure he is. I refuse to be the person to put ppl in the middle of shit, I'm not that type of person and I avoid it like the plague. I won't be petty and childish and be like u cna't see her, b/c of whatever. it's totally not right. Also, I have no right to say it. and no matter what, kate deserves to be happy and see ppl.
my last is this saturday, I'm kinda worried. I have ot be up at 5:30 to get showered and stuff, b/c I won't be awake. I have to be there at 7:45, so I'm leaving here at 6:15, jsut incase we get lost. it's an hr drive. I figure if I'm there early, I can stop for food. I gotta make sure to get some mints, to stop the nervousness and stress I feel during tests. yay for mints calming me.
home in a little voer a wk. I'm excited. I can't wait to get home and see ppl. and I can't wait to drink and dance. then I'll see lils, and come home again for family/friend luv. Jer will be gone from the 21st to new yrs day, so that'll suck, but I'll be working and I can see everyone else. cna't wait, heather,mike, jarrid, and brian luv. woot.
well I think thats all.
aubs if ben still wants to know what I want, dream from the gap. it's expensive, but I totally want it. unless he's already gotten me something.
also, must go on mary k and get free lip gloss. hehehe. thanks stoughty!