i dont know how i was suppose to go about it jenna without making you feel like crap. i mean i wanted to cry. like i think about how many times we could of hung out and then you chose not to or couldnt but that somehow you can always hang out with her. it hurts my feelings and i know that you didnt notice or didnt seem to care that we never hung out. and then i remember you saying "its not like we really hung out alot before anyways" and it just upsets me bc if you were my best friend (which i think you are) then why wouldnt we hang out. i mean she might as well be your best friend since you always hang out with her and you always have fun with her, and she prob knows more about you right now then i do. you make it sound like i wanted to hurt you, thats why i brought this up, well its not.....its because i care enough to bring it up or to even notice. and that i want to spend time with you because i love you so much and i miss you.
i dont choose not to hang out with you because i dont want to, its not like i was intentionally ditching you. i didnt mean to hurt your feelings. and when i said that we didnt hang out alot before anyways you obviously took it the wrong way, you just made it seem like we hung out all the time and now we dont, and that it makes us less friends. we hung out when we could before, and sometimes it wasnt that often, but it wasnt a big deal you were still my best friend then and you still are. dont think that youre any less than my friend than you were before because we havnt hung out. you are my best friend. but there is nothign wrong with having more than one best friend, shes one of mine too. i dont think that you wanted to hurt me either, but you made it seem like i was doing it on purpose and i wasnt. im just so confused right now, not only with my friends but with other things and i dont mean to hurt any of my friends. and i feel like shit about not being there for you guys or it seeming like i wasnt. but i dont want you to think that
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