i have to miss homecoming for work.
i wish i could go,
even though itll probably suck.
i feel like i work alot.
but i like the money.

i actually have work in like an hour and 20 minutes approximitly?
blah.

people only care when im sad or fucked up.

no more.

im happy.

wow.
im being so bipolar tonight.
i cant even take it.

i was sad all day,
then nichole came over and i got happy,
but now shes gone and im so lonely.

fuck.
i cant take myself.

i decided, i need to just grow up a little bit ( Read more... )

we accept the love we think we deserve.

[i deserve more]

i don't know what is going to happen next week ( Read more... )

i have issues with trusting people.
that goes for anyone.
if your...anyone,
then i dont trust you when you tell me something.

i need to work on that.

i wouldn't trade anything
you're still my everything
to my surprise, before my eyes, you arrive
don't worry I'll catch you
don't ever worry

im happy.

so uhm.
i was upset while writing my last post,
if you couldnt tell.
but i decided im not gunna let
NO BITCHES bother me.

i like myself,
i think i look good,
and i eat food.