Hey!! Yesterday really opened my eyes to some things. Mike and I had a little talk and it made me realize that I am growing. The fact that he sees that I'm improving in my life really touched me, although in a way, it's a little scary. I mean, it's a little scary because I'm afraid that I might relapse. It's happened before. I won't go into too ( Read more... )

Hiya!! Well it's official!! I'm getting driving lessons!!! Thanx to a convo with Mike, I decided to FINALLY do something about my situation. I got it from a recommendation from Yelp. All I really need to do is send them a $45 holding fee and once I find out about my schedule, which is most likely by the end of the month, I'm gonna be getting my ( Read more... )

Hey!! Sorry for the lack of updates! Well, another year is about to end and another is about to begin and it's making me think of a lot of things. For one, 2009 was pretty much a turning point for me in that for the first time in a long time, and I'm just gonna come out and say it, I'm seeing a therapist. There! I said it!! I'm realizing that a lot ( Read more... )

Hiya! Things are going a bit better for me. The past couple of weeks have really opened my eyes to a lot of things. I won't go into too many specifics, but one of the things I've learned, and I know it's gonna seem severely corny, but I'm learning to live in the now. I've always given thoughts to my past and thinking of the "what ifs" and just ( Read more... )

Hey! Long time, no post!! There hasn't been a lot going on since my last post. ( Wacky psychobabble if you're interested. )

Hey! Well, I just got back to work today and the last two weeks have been interesting to say the least. Granted, I didn't do much on account that I'm sorta lacking in funds as of late, but this has more to do with a lot of stuff I learned about myself. For one, I had some time to reflect on a lot of things without work distracting me. Basically I ( Read more... )

Hey!! Long time, no post!! Since the last time, things are actually getting better with me. Things are good between Mike and me, I'm getting help for my issues and I finally got my vaycay starting yesterday!! I don't having any real plans other than hopefully spend as much time with Mike as possible, maybe go to Santa Cruz and just basically work ( Read more... )

Hiya!!! Things are getting really frustrating for me. Just when I thought things were going great for me, with me finally getting some help for my personal issues and things going pretty good between me and Mike, as usual, work screws with me. I put down some weeks for vaycay time since I have ideas of what I wanted to do, such as going to driving ( Read more... )

Hiya!! I've been doing a lot of cleaning of my place within the last couple of days. I realize that I have way too much stuff and I'm thinking of having a garage sale pretty soon. I need money and I wouldn't mind getting rid of a lot of stuff.

I've decided I am going to Fanimecon. I just need to get a hotel going since I do plan on hopefully staying ( Read more... )

Hiya!! Things are going pretty cool for the most part, although work has been sucking lately. I won't go into specifics but it feels like I'm reliving junior high, with bullies who think they're better than me, that get in my face when I'm trying to do my job, that basically act like they're the supervisor even though I've been there a hell of a ( Read more... )