man oh man. it looks NARSTY outside. ehhh, i hate storms ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning to find out that i had a job interview! and, what do you know? I GOT THE JOB!! yay. i work at JUBILEE FOODS, along with my brother and in front of my mother. ahhh, this oughta be fun! tehehe. so, after i had my interview, my mom took me out to Roanoke to show me around so i would do okay on my drivers test. she was ( Read more... )

i hate days like today!!!  things go perfectly fine and then BAM.. things go horribly wrong.  i hate fighting with my mom and yet we fight all of the time.  my birthday is in 3 days and she'll probably be mad at me! ahhhh.  i hate this!  but yea.  i turn 16 in 3 days!  i'm stoked!  but i dont know what i'm going to be doing with all of the girls, ( Read more... )

wow. i just dont get it! really, i dont!

and i now have an opinion of a little girl and i dont care to say why or what it is, but lets just say, if you mess up once, i have soo much dirt on you.

AHHH.

i hate boys!!  well, i mean, i LoOoOoVe them, but i hate the way they can be!!  ahh!  freakin A.

so, i was supposed to hang out with BRIDGET tonight, but now i'm not.  so i was going to go to STONE with SHAWN KENNEL, but now we're not.  we're probably going to go to a movie or just hit peoria, but whatever we do, its gonna be SAWEEEEEEEEEET.

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9 days!!

dunno what else to say.

summer lovin, happened so fast
summer lovin, had me a blast
^supposed to meet my 'older' boy this summer!! ( the psychic said so)

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gahhh, i am so ashamed of myself!!  we got out cheer stuff today and when i got home, i tried on my skirt.  i freakin had to pull it over my head!  how sad is that?!?!  VERY.  i have got to lose like 7892374 pounds before june 13.  FREAKIN A!  i hate this!!  i really really really do!!!  i'm soooo fat!  usually, when i get home from school, i have ( Read more... )

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tear*my*heart*open
*sew*myself*shut*

i hate so many things about myself and i dont know how to fix these things.

i just dont know anymore!!

3 more days!!