at first, today sucked.  then i went to youth group and things got much better, but i still feel like poo poo!  hehe!

1st hour.. not much happened.  passed notes with cole, as usual.  i dont know what to think about a certain someone in that class tho!  ahh.

2nd hour.. p.e.  fun times.  we sit there and make fun of shana and she doesnt even know it ( Read more... )

one tree hill tonight was AMAZING.  as usual.  well, except for the fact that that show always makes me think about how lonely i am.  i mean, i have plenty of friends to keep me company.  but i realized that i havent had a real boyfriend in like.. forever.  i havent actually 'dated' anyone.  i mean, thats sad.  i just want someone to be with.  ya ( Read more... )

i'm sick.  its sucks being sick.  i hate it.

not sure whats going on in my head right now.

i love my girls with everything inside of me!

it feels nice to be on good terms with everyone right now.

*this weekend was a good one.  i didnt get into any fights with anyone!  hehe!  friday, i went to stone with jen and em.  it was fun, but it wasnt that great.  haha, girls, you gotta have those dreams!  hehe!  I LOVE CHRISTIAN!  haha!  saturday, i went shopping with emily.  we went to the ( Read more... )

i dont think i've ever been so hurt by what someone has said to me!!  i thought i was starting to get really close to this person, and then the drop the bomb on me.  i'm sorry, but i dont get it.  we definitely need to talk!

wow.  i dont know what to say without certain people thinking that i'm complaining some more.

*jennie, you know that i love you with all of my heart and that i dont mean to piss you off or to hurt you.  and i know that you would never do the same to me.  i'm really sorry for what i said to a certain someone, but i just want you to know that i wasnt ( Read more... )

*freakin A.  why doesnt someone just shoot me now?  it would make things so much easier for me.

*dont you hate it when others try and put the blame on you for their mistakes?  well, i do.  its almost like they arent willing to own up to the things they've done wrong.  well, i've decided to never take the blame anymore.  i know i didnt do anything ( Read more... )

*i'd rather be hated for who i really am, than to be loved for who i'm not ( Read more... )

well, i'm supposed be having a mary-kay party today, but nobody could come, so we cancelled it. but its okay ( Read more... )

wow.. tonight was very interesting. hmm, where to start. okay. first, jen came and got me and we went to jeff's house. we then, went to see the fight w/ shane and andrew. whoa, total shocker, but andrew won! you gotta give him props for that one!! his face was so puffy, but hey, he won. we missed the fight by like 2 seconds. then after the ( Read more... )