The one (to matt)<3 ( Read more... )

home done fun stuff sick now!:( matt i love you! i had written long and meaningful entry but this fricken thing always f***s up!

new room and stuff...life is getting better besides the wonderful case of pms i have., cant wait for spring break! i miss my home boyz! Danny Matt&Matt sean and scott! and all my girliez too! love!

i am so stressed about life in general. I feel like my roommate is avoiding me my boyfriend hates m, all i want to do is go home. on top of it all i fucking hate hooking my friends up, they have out of 3 couples this summmer only 1 is working and i feel like barely. So kate if you read this whatever i did i am sorry, let me know so i can try to ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday TO Me!!!!!!!!

thursday night and i am already counting the hours intill matt gets here. i miss him so much. matt you are my everything, your the first thing i think about when i wake up, and your the last thing i see in my mind before i go to bed. sometimes i wish i knew if you did the same. i wonder all the time is he missing me like i am missing him, but when ( Read more... )

so i was talking to matt on the phone and of course we argue, and i was wondering why my roommie was not talking to me at all today, and matt informs me that she im'ed his apparently upset that i was moving my room around last night. i never know what to do sometimes i really feel like she hates me, she said some pretty hurtful things to me the ( Read more... )

Snow today, and auditions for dougs play, nervous dont know if ill actually try out. anyhoo, a week from today i'll be 21, and old lol. anyhoo mmore days till i see matt i guess thats good right. i really dont know how i feel about our relationship, lately i feel like giving up, like its just a waste of time, but my heart keeps saying dont let go ( Read more... )

8 more days till 21!! 6 more days till matt gets here...hope it all goes well wish us luck all you home wreckers out there. i love MCLA my girls here are the best and craziest mf's i have ever met. you guys are truly amazing people and fun and loud and know how to have a good time. Kate's only got one arm!lol!

10 more days till my 21st birthday! so lost right now, i need you in my life matt, but i could do without the hurt and the lies. so whats it going to be