I had to put Slayer to sleep today.
It was fuckinggutwrenching.

I just don't know what to do with all of this anymore ( Read more... )

I've had a run in with Mr. Hyde ( Read more... )

Really?
Okay.

Maybe I'm too bogged down in theory.
Maybe it inhibits my feeling.

Freud's drive theories are confusing.
But I don't believe in the death drive.

I think this was a misinterpretation of information on his part.
What else comes out of trauma, than the wish of it all ending?

On another note, I'm living.
And it feels lovely.

A girl once told me that I decipher codes in people and in the world with accuracy and ease ( Read more... )

I don't think I've ever been happier in my life ( Read more... )

I think I might be a hypochondriac ( Read more... )

I dream in concepts.