I almost lost my husband today. My God, it makes you realize how close you are to the end without even knowing it. I sit here thinking how close it came and I still don't believe it. How? How did it come down to this? I'm still feeling the after-shock of our actions today. And I'm not even the one who really did anything wrong. I cherish him ( Read more... )

The bills were due a month ago. $200 for insurance, $50 for natural light, $150 for water, $254 for electricity. They left the lights on all the time, it kept the dark at bay. They wanted release, they wanted vengeance, they wanted more than anything to leave but couldn’t figure out how. They had both lost their jobs back when they were still ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder what kind of family I have. I've sat down to dinner with my husband's family and we had a great time. Everyone was so polite and civilized. They all spoke to each other and the conversations were suitable for dinner. There was no fighting, no yelling, no vulgarities, it was wonderful. Tonight my mother made spaghetti and I ( Read more... )

When the times have gone by, and we have nothing left, we find it fitting to either die or settle for mediocrity. Death sounds unsettling at first, being and end to all things. But at second glance, we realize that the inevitability of it all makes it only more welcoming in a depressing sort of way. (And if you believe in God, even more so ( Read more... )

“Sister, don’t be scared. I’ve walked away live, on my feet again ( Read more... )

Hullo again. Back to thinking about the kind of person that I am. I don't think that I'm a very good one. I try, really I do. But I forget myself sometimes and I go back to the way things were. I'd like to say that I love my father, but I just get so mad at the way things are I forget that he's my dad. Sometimes the questions he asks don't ( Read more... )

Haven't written in a while. Sorry about that. Been doing other things. What are we going to do when the world ends, guys? There are so many people out there, what are the chances that you and anyone will be thinking the exact same thing? Or looking at the exact same star (or some other cliche like that). When you go down, who are you going to ( Read more... )

I left you standing where you were ( Read more... )

“I’m getting cold. You used to have a heart, now I guess it’s just a stone.” He smiled ( Read more... )

“You wanna ride in my Mercedes ( Read more... )