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you've gotta be cruel to be kind
or something like that. i guess.
i went to the wine bar last night because i knew i had a check or 2 to pick up and thought it would be around 150-200 bucks total. i was wrong. it was 3 checks totalling 650 bucks! woo hoo! they'll probably bounce, since 2 of them were on the suspense account, one of which was almost 2 months old. it was great to see ( Read more... ) -
and i wonder why i'm so tired
I figured out last night that I worked a total of 82 hours last week. Add my commute time and....god. -
Am I still in your Google Reader?
So, I'm still crazy. Yep, pretty sure my mind is still a giant clusterfuck of information and thoughts and feelings and general nonsense. It's like I'm waiting for a clear sign to show me what to do, but we all know life doesn't work like that. I even thought the other day of just putting all my shit in storage, getting someone to take my cat, and ( Read more... ) -
BOOOOOOORED
Gah, my life is so boring these days. Stagnant. I get up, I go to work, I go to rehearsal, I go home, I pass out. I do it all again the next day. Yeah, I go out with friends on an occasional weekend night, and last weekend was just total NONSENSE, but for the most part it's the same thing every day. Yet I still feel like I have too much down time. ( Read more... ) -
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I don't think I'm doing the right thing with my life ( Read more... ) -
I'm ok, you're ok
"you want from me more than i can offer you."
so true.
bygones.
maybe someday we'll be friends.
or maybe not.
who knows.
but i'm not going to worry about it now. i have too much on my plate as it is.
for the best.
didn't come out in the best way, but still, for the best.
moving on... -
dear universe,
Stop throwing insane coincidences in my face.
kthxbai. -
too much all at once
this weekend was weird ( Read more... ) -
news, news, NEWS!
Jenny is getting out of the hospital TODAY!! She's been doing really well- off the vent for days now, off IV pain meds, EATING REAL FOOD!! She's moving into the rehab center and gets to get out of those hospital gowns and into her own clothes. This is really great news and I'm so grateful we've got her and that she's doing so well. I hate that ( Read more... )