I'm always aspiring to make more of myself. I think if I didn't have my daughter I would be in such a different place right now. I got pregnant at the peak of my "career" at the time and fell back into family life. Honestly I'd love to be in the spotlight and dress wild and go dancing all the time like I used to. Right now I feel like I'm stuck in ( Read more... )

I might stop posting in this since I haven't gotten any feedback on my last few posts. Think I might use tumblr instead..

Edit: 10.22.09

I decided to use both lj & tumblr since I don't think I know anyone that uses both. Fine with me. I'm writing either way.

Still, it's nice to get feedback once in a while :]

As far as the people I make/stay friends with.. I'm pretty shallow. Not in just a physical sense.. but I need to feel like you're really adding something positive to my life. Being attractive helps, but I need my friends to be smart, funny, witty (a combination of smart & funny), talented, confident (but NOT narcissistic), & NONE of these things: ( Read more... )

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Schedule has been somewhat hectic lately. Feel like I should post in here more often. So busy all the time haha.. Need to start writing in full sentences ( Read more... )

Crazy dreams about 3 story house flooding & falling apart & a shark in the tub coming out & following me to my soaked floating bed, telling me it loves me & not to be afraid, biting me & giving me the power to see through walls & envision the past with hundreds of dead bodies decaying & falling through the floors ( Read more... )

I'm posting an entry from my new samsung eternity even though I am not even 2ft from my computer. I love this phone haha. Finally paying for a data plan & getting unlimited texting so give me your numbers if you haven't lately texted me. & whoever has at&t gets to call me all they want haha.

If you have met my fiance & wanna come to this let me know.


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Despite the small turnout last night for my San Diego party (thank you to those who came) I am so immeasurably happy right now. The party at my house in LA on Friday was EPIC. I can't say that enough. Everyone I know is amazing. I had so much fun. Soo many pictures & videos to post ( Read more... )

Making a list of people to invite to my bday parties.

LA on June 5th
SD on June 6th

Let me know if you want to come. Bring people.