Comments | jennifer__love: Brace yo'self foo

jennifer__love

Brace yo'self foo

Aug 01, 2003 22:26

The other night, I had a nightmare. I know I told a few of you about it but I'm going to post it because I think it has some sort of twisted metaphorical meaning...

Jimmy and I were back in LA, on the shore near his beach house, playing around in the water like we did a lot when I was staying there with him, before his surfing accident. We were ( Read more... )

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furiouslychelle August 1 2003, 20:47:32 UTC

I don't really know you all that well, but... I do know from what I've ready today that you are a strong woman. I totally 100% admire you for that. You had the courage to do something that i'm sure tons of people would have waited or never done. *smiles* That's so awesome.

You sound like you need a little bit of stress free time to yourself, i'm glad you're doing it! It'll make work a lot stress-free as well.

Your update isn't rediculous. *laughs* Isn't it funny how you plan to start with only a couple lines and you look and it's huge? *smiles* that's how mine end up happening, anyway. \

Stay strong and good luck with all of your stuff you have going on... If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm around!

<3333333333

--Michelle__

jennifer__love August 2 2003, 10:45:00 UTC

Heh. I really don't think I'm all that strong. Quite the contrary, actually...but you're right, this will make things a tad bit easier for now. We'll see how things work out...

Yeah my update IS ridiculous. I knew it was long but coming back to it I'm SHOCKED at myself!! I'm insane! :-* Thank you. You're a really sweet girl and we should get to know each other better :)

ashton__kutch August 1 2003, 21:49:42 UTC

i dont' know waht to tell you about the dream..maybe..just..slow things down i guess...
but as for jessie..i actually havne't seen her that much either lately. we are both really busy working..so..dont' worry..im not hogging her..its her work. please dont' think that im trying to like..keep jessie away from you..bceause..thats just not it at all..im just trying to get some time with my girlfriend, as are you.

jennifer__love August 2 2003, 10:41:27 UTC

I know Ashton and I never thought that. Don't worry.

ashton__kutch August 2 2003, 10:55:25 UTC

i just..wanted to check...hope your doingb etter..

liver_tyler August 1 2003, 21:58:13 UTC

You see, I never dislike reading your updates, either. We're so cool.

I'm sure things with Jimmy'll work out - even if you're not together in the end. You guys are still friends, and that's great, instead of being hateful or something regarding the situation. I'm really, honestly glad that you're taking more "me" time for yourself. Slowly I'm seeing more of the Love that I used to talk to all the time, and everything like that, and I'm not afraid to IM you anymore or anything like that. *laughs* I don't know, I'm glad that you stuck your foot out and cornered me with conversations again - granted I was too chicken shit to do it myself.
I still don't know what exactly I helped you with, but I'm glad that I was able to contribute whatever I did. You already help me out more than you know - remember the other night? You were one of two people who helped get me back, and realize I was being a dumbass. You help others and you mean just as much to them as you think they do.

I'll always read your updates, and I love doing so. :-*

jennifer__love August 2 2003, 10:40:46 UTC

I would be really upset if Jimmy and I weren't in each other's lives. But we're not broken up, by any means...I just NEED this ME time. I'm being selfish I guess, which is really rare for me.

You were SCARED TO IM ME!?!? That...I don't know if I should be HURT or OFFENDED! *laughs* Or just kick the crap out of myself for being so distant :( but I think I've done enough of that and I'm trying to make the changes...I'm working on everything.

I don't know how I help anyone...but thank you for thinking so.

..and what the heck I didn't realize how long my update was! I PULLED A LIV!

liver_tyler August 2 2003, 14:56:21 UTC

It's good to be selfish every now and then. Keeps everything in check.

I didn't think you wanted to talk me!! lol. It wasn't your fault, I was being weird, too.

You think I do? *pft* You do it unintentionally. :/ Somehow that's even more amazing. :P

YOU SO DID!! A Liv, it was. *sniff* So beautiful.

jennifer__love August 2 2003, 22:22:59 UTC

I ALWAYS want to talk to you...and if I didn't, I'd tell you :-* We've all been a lil weird lately :\

Psh nothing about me is amazing.

I'm proud of this update!

jessaxsimpson August 2 2003, 13:10:35 UTC

Love,

Whatever it is I did to deserve you as my other half in life,I'm glad I did it....

I'm sorry Iv'e been so MIA, with everything....
God Love, They have me ALL over the place...
and with Nick at that...
I'm just trying to get through it, best I can

I'll give you a call...

As for Ashton...I admit...
I might be a lil wrapped up
but I know you understand that feeling

Your my heart & soul though Love
and I'm sorry
Thank you for being you
and loving me so unconditionally through it all

You & Me against the World <3

jennifer__love August 2 2003, 22:28:22 UTC

I know you're busy and it's insane for you right now but I also know you love the excitement of the album dropping cuz it's gonna be HUGE and it's gonna be beautiful. What is this I hear about a cover? CosmoGirl hmm?? If I can't get my hands on one here, you'd better mail me one.

I do understand, and I've told you I understand. I just miss you. You never even call :\

No need to thank me. There is nothing amazing or special about me..I hardly deserve the people I have in my life...I do love you unconditionally though and I'm really glad you realize that because I'd die if you didn't know how much I adore you.

Ride or die? *smirks* Us against the world <3