its getting cold, and i have a new job in a warehouse for a thift shop that raises money for aids action. its pretty cool. put in my notice at dunkin donuts, and so my life officially no longer sucks. i had a birthday, i'm halfway to 50, i went on a 50 mile bike ride and saw some cute goats. i'm always racing against time, pushing myself to ( Read more... )

ps. i got a new job thanks to mel, at the boomerangs wharehouse. it is in the same building as one of the places bikes not bombs is moving, so on wednesdays i can just waltz on over.

this morning I went to the Park Plaza Hotel and sat in a lobby reading magazines and drinking tea for two hours. I was a fill-in for a reasearch study on mouthwash. I found it on craigslist, and at the end the gave me an envelope that contained- a $100 bill! it was a wierd thing to have in my possession. i had a fleeting feeling i'd swiped it ( Read more... )

when i woke up this morning staring at a white wall i realized i have strived to sheild myself from scent and sound. i'm going to reintroduce them, music and smells are some of the nice things about life, but, it just seems like a wierd thing, to have cut them out in the first place. when i was little touch felt like needles, which brought about ( Read more... )

Chrissy and Amy and I volunteered at Bikes not Bombs the other day and it was really fun.  We got to strip bikes, take all the parts off, and we met a lot of really nice people.  I ran into one yesterday, or really, he can zooming up to me as I was locking my bike up, and I had one of those moments where I'm like, I THINK I met him at BNB but what ( Read more... )

I throw away all the chances I get.  Thinking, I'll build my own chance later, cause I dont' like that one.  I see reality very clearly, but the problem is I see several, and they each feel as real as the next.  I can guess but never really know.  Its like being surrounded by fog all the time.  All that stuff I was sad about, actually turned out to ( Read more... )

i HATE fire alarms.  I need to have absoutely nothing and keep it all in one bag so I can just grab the rats, grab my bike and my bag and be gone no matter what happens.  grrr.

raya and matt and i are movign in to a little aparment in a couple weeks.  its going to be great!  i_get_tommow_off_work!!!!!  meaning, i only have to go in to one job.  but i'll have the evening off and so i'll get to feel like myself again.  for a day.  anyway, one more month at the bookstore, one more month plus some at dunkin donuts, and i am ( Read more... )

Chrissy and I are now plotting our lives out like D&D.  We made character sheets.  So far I've given myself 5 XP, for sewing up a pair of pants that were ripped to shreds.  Good job, me.  95 xp to go till i level up ( Read more... )

chrissy and i have a new painting theme of what things will look like during/after global warming.  if you want to do paintings about this too you're invited to.  it might could possibly involve dolphins.