No worries again people, I just had  to have one of those nights. I wish I hadn't, I hate to be that person where I let my emotions slip out and get away from me. I feel bad cause two of the most improtant people in my life were very concerend and really didn't know what to do, cause once I'm in that state of mind nothing anyone says or do can help ( Read more... )

I'm not freaking out anymore, it's ok no worries, right? Oh well life is a weird thing and it takes you by surprise. Humm.. I wonder what would happen to me if it really did happen and would I still have a future? I'm sorry I know I'm confusing you all, but I really don't want to say, but Heather knows what I'm talking about, but if you really  ( Read more... )

Aida was fucking awesome!!!! I cried really hard... but otherwise it was awesome... you should see it sometime when/if you get a chance!!!

well anyways I'll write later I have my clothes in the laudry.... MWAH!!!

I really don't want to go to work at FYE today, but at least I'm putting my two weeks notice in today. I figured October fifth is my last day. I'm excited though cause I'm going to get more hours at Big Boy Hopefully, Jen said she can give me alot of hours, so hopefully she is keeping her word ( Read more... )

Tired has been me in the last few days, tell me why I agreed to work mornings at Big Boy? It's kicking my ass and I'm not able to do anything at night cause I have to be to work at six in the morning. It sucks I haven't really had time to do anything, I want to hang out and go out but I can't. But oh well that's life I guess ( Read more... )

I'm excited,  cause  I asked Jen at Big Boy if I could  get more hours there. She said that she could give me a lot of hours. So I decided I'm going to put my two weeks notice in at FYE!!!! I'm excited, I hate working at FYE, and plus I get a lot more pay at Big Boy than I do at FYE,. I only work one day at  FYE next week and it's worthess to even ( Read more... )

I had the most  fun last night. I mean I really didn't do anything besides going over to Justins. When I got there he was watching Pee-Wee's Playhouse. It was funny, I think it was on Adult Swim. So he got me something to drink and we played a drinking game, whenever they said the secret word we drank to it. Then we watched Pink Floyd The Wall, and ( Read more... )

I need to get myself motivated... I don't know. I need to get my ass moving on the loan stuff so I can go to school next semester. I really want to go to school, I was thinking at work yesterday that if I didn't do what I want to do I will be a waitress all my life.  Not that being a waitress is bad or anything I mean I'm making really good tips, ( Read more... )

I'm tired! I work 10-4 at Big Boy and then I had to get to FYE at five until close!!! I am not ever doing that again! I was thinking I have friday off but I have to work and Big Boy at 9:30am  Saturday, I don't  know what to do. I mean nothing is going my way, and I'm scared of not doing the right thing about certin things, like money and stuff. I' ( Read more... )

So I'm getting my hair cut at seven today, I'm excited cause I can't stand my hair to be long. Justin thinks it is funny that I think my hair is to long cause he thinks it's already short. But it's to long to be short, if that makes since? But I sure hope the girl that does my hair remembers how I like it.

I have to work at FYE tomorrow, but I ( Read more... )