I just received an email that shocked me... I'm seriously trying to type this while I'm crying. The owner of Hostradius, Shi, has cancer. This has to be one of the most shocking and... It's just... so... sad... Why? Why her? Shi has to be one of the nicest, most sweetest people I have ever met in my entire life. She is just so unselfish and giving ( Read more... )

No one understands me. No one understands a single darn thing about me. Not even those I consider good friends. Some of them understand me better then others... But some just miss the mark by so large a distance that I want to walk away in shame. Some of them just cannot understand why I do something, why I HAVE to do something. They just... Miss ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just really hate people. What is it about us that makes us act the way we do? Think the way we think? What gives us our ideas, opinions, and preferences? It can't be all from our parents, or we would be exactly alike. And we can't also be blank slates because then they would not be anything alike. But some people just get on my fooking ( Read more... )

*sighs* *points to her Current Mood* *Current Mood explains everything* It bloody well stinks. Well I think I'm going to go and lose myself in a book now. The only place left on this Earth where I could never feel that emotion. Bye.

I'm just so tired. Ugh. I can't live on 6 hours of sleep! *sighs* Life seems to be going downriver. I think my paddle got lost a month ago. The beaver took it I swear. Jumping boat is starting to appeal to me. *shrug ( Read more... )

I'm extremely happy at this point in time. I won't go into the details, but if you wish to know, read the lastest entry over at Serene-Silence[dot]NET. I have Offically dubed my wish, Donkey ^_^ And in honour of Heather I will be calling my next fish, Spikey. Donkey is something akin to a goldfish I believe, but it's cool all the same ^_ ( Read more... )

OMG! I got a Fish! I HAVE A FISH!!!!! Ah! I know it sounds... trivial, but I've always wanted one and now I have one! :D Eee! Now I must select an appropriate name for my fish. I am considering: Donkey. Any suggestions? :D ( Read more... )

Oh dear Light no! It's not fair! *whines* Alas... It's true. By no fault of my own, I am now sick. My throat is so sore. *sighs* I might have strep (sp?). I pray to the Light that I don't. I can't afford to miss any school. Two of my classes I can pretty much only do the work in them, and they're at opposite ends of the day, so I can't even afford ( Read more... )

I have been completely "down in the dumps" lately. I'm just... Sick of everything. The school work, the lack of sleep; Everything! I really need March break... Now. *sighs* You know when people IM you on AIM, MSN, etc. And you they say, "What's up?" and then you reply? Well my automatic response to that is always, "Nothing." But the truth is, half ( Read more... )

[Edit @ 9:06pm EST]      Mwa! I got to go to Karate fun ^_^ We just practiced some movements, and our katas. I'm told I have a good high kick lol. Oh! And I also got a new book! :D Triss, the newest Redwall Book. I shall read it tonight before I got to bed ^_^ And now I'm off again. Ta!      [/Edit]

And now I think I have everything settled now ( Read more... )