bitching bitterly about my husband. Also, going to school, knowing that when I get out, I will have updated myself to current standards of education and will be less dependent on him and just MIGHT leave him if he doesn't take a great deal of care once I'm valuable again. ;)
Oh, and I DO mean a GREAT deal of care, too. I'm THIS close to going and taking half of everything he owns as it is, but you knew all that. :D
Pain usually purges me of anger.. "Tattoos, piercings, and Pain.. It's a good thing!"
Music.. For all things...
Self pleasure.. For stress, headaches, depression, insomnia, pretty much everything but anger..
Chocolate Chip Cookie dough and peanut butter used to be my one and only catharsis for depression.. But since Shango has passed away.. (Two years next month)I refuse to eat it. The idea makes me think of him and it makes me ill.. I buck up only because that's what he would want me to do.. I miss him.. *sighs*
Breaking things when I grow to be angry-scarey-bitch girl.. I haven't been pushed to that point in years though.. I pretty much stopped that when I was 13 but about 6 years ago I had some really stupid people in my life that had a knack for backing me into a corner so I couldn't walk away.
Otherwise.. Meditation is my path to purification! (never mind that I usually do that right after self pleasuring, hey.. A girl's gotta have a hobbie!)
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Oh, and I DO mean a GREAT deal of care, too. I'm THIS close to going and taking half of everything he owns as it is, but you knew all that. :D
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Music.. For all things...
Self pleasure.. For stress, headaches, depression, insomnia, pretty much everything but anger..
Chocolate Chip Cookie dough and peanut butter used to be my one and only catharsis for depression.. But since Shango has passed away.. (Two years next month)I refuse to eat it. The idea makes me think of him and it makes me ill.. I buck up only because that's what he would want me to do.. I miss him.. *sighs*
Breaking things when I grow to be angry-scarey-bitch girl.. I haven't been pushed to that point in years though.. I pretty much stopped that when I was 13 but about 6 years ago I had some really stupid people in my life that had a knack for backing me into a corner so I couldn't walk away.
Otherwise.. Meditation is my path to purification! (never mind that I usually do that right after self pleasuring, hey.. A girl's gotta have a hobbie!)
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