i cant even express my anger at tonight's presidential election. UGH UGH GODDAMN.

more, later?

yum yum yum homemade pita and hummus ( Read more... )

ack sometimes it seems i am incapable of normal relationships.

free will astrology, week of sept. 18, 2008 ( Read more... )

this week ( Read more... )

free will astrology i want to remember ( Read more... )

reading good poetry.
eating oranges.
finding the public library.
water color painting.
painful toothaches.
orange globe in the sky.
my adorable neice (!!)
remembering self-expression.
want an avocado.
almost 6 am...
deciding more about an uncertain future...
CROSSING MY FINGERS.
7 movies in 7 days.
time to start packing.

only now am i really beginning to understand my actions in the past. only now am i really beginning to get a grasp on what it must have been like, for other people to deal with my depression, my drinking, my everything. it blows my mind. i'm still seeking the objectivity that comes with distance, caught in the type of reflections that i have to ( Read more... )

anyone want to go see wilco at merriweather. jul 21. $25 lawn seats.

EDIT: and by jul 21, i meant jun 21. which as of right now is tomorrow. and i am going with my dad. so nyah.

talking about personal growth. wondering where to go from here. finally being honest. now, then, can i stop avoiding my problems, my self, my life? today i thought about how lies become truth. illusions become reality. how did i get here ( Read more... )