REPORTING FROM RHODE ISLAND:
life is really fucken crazy. i have had children around me all day, everyday. they fall asleep on me, they drool on me and they steal my food. there are literally 30 people in this house chillen. everynight we eat beautious dinners and desserts. ITS TONS OF FUNNN! i really needed a vacation from west side and especially ( Read more... )

i failed my driving test. i cried to the state trooper. i am retarted. now i have to work and tell everyone i failed. bye.

everything i seem to like is a little bit sweeter, a little bit fatter, a little bit harmful for me.

i love rufus. i also love my new outlook on life. so okay i have this pu pu platter. i used to associate the pu pu platter with boys i had intrest in but not anymore. it has taken on a new meaning haha UHHHH its all the things i am doing in my life. ( Read more... )

so i am stuck here. I HATE BEING AT MY HOUSE. listening to my sister. her lesbian friends, everyone. my mom is taking over my life. i made a bid on a car and someone else got it. i swear i cant win. i dont know where my friends are well the ones that i am talking to :(  ugh i am so pissed off. I JUST WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE AND ALL SHE DOES IT MAKE ( Read more... )

today was a great day. enough said. i love everyone.

oooo i feel fine! sooo today i went to school and it was great.  usually when i walk down the hallways i think of how miserable i am to be in school. not today.  i've had a lot of time to think about a lot of thingggssss and overall i feel great. clear. free. a release. everything is looking up, including the weather! today i waited around a lot ( Read more... )

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( juicy red grapefruit in my mouth )

i just can't walk away. i'm all alone.....
and i can't move on.

i suck.