You couldn't make things any clearer to me and I thank you for that...I think it's the slap in the face that I needed...the push away that I needed...the realization that I needed...

Any who...time for stats then work...god I need the weekend to get here asap...

"There's really no way to reach me cause I'm already gone..."

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I talked to Mike the other night for the first time since the break-up and it was a little awkward at first but we just talked like we normally would and out of no where, he tells me he misses me...I wanted to hear that in the worst way b/c I miss him more than anyone will ever know...it's been eating me from inside...I would give anything just to ( Read more... )

Today makes me sad...

...But I'm going to be alright...

Fuck Yeah Giants, 30-24! Dominating in OT! :)

And that is all I wanted to say :)

So yesterday went well...no tears whatsoever yesterday and I'm quite proud of myself...still hurting though but I will be alright ( Read more... )

As all of you know, Mike and I broke up Sunday and I've been pretty miserable...it hurts a lot to lose some one you grew so close to, it feels like half of me is missing and it hurts and no one can tell me differently...I know, I'll be alright and it's for the better...I just don't want to hear any of these things right now ( Read more... )

I just can't take it anymore...I can't...I thought I was stronger but I don't have it in me

So I got a good 3 hours of sleep in...went to the meeting at work where I got to see Cosmo...he is the cutest...now I want to buy a pug...they're adorable...lol...Dana brought Peyton...she is the cutest little girl ever...then I came home and fell asleep for like 2 and a half hours and now I'm gonna get dressed cos I'm done with being in my pj's ( Read more... )

So for some bizarre reason I decided to step on the scale today to see how much weight I've gained because I was certain I gained a lot from the last couple of weeks and to my surprise I actually lost 7 pounds so I'm thinking I should do something about it so I can keep losing some weight and such, therefore, I went food shopping and bought plenty ( Read more... )