Have you ever seen those cliche high school teenager movies? Where there's a guy that starts to like a girl and befriends her best friend to find out more about her. And then at the end he realizes that he's actually in love with the girl's best friend rather than the girl he originally liked? That's what it sounds like to me ( Read more... )

I have no chance but....I....am....still ( Read more... )

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I want to feel wanted. I love it when you say don't..go..don't leave, don't forget. I want to stay with it. I guess it's too late.

Phone, person, online. My life, my way. What the fuck do I do?

I want you to trust me. I want that trust. I won't betray you. EverWhen I write these things in 2nd person, who am I talking to? Can you tell ( Read more... )

Do I write for an audience? Yes. Yes I do ( Read more... )

Well...all in all, speaking to Karol for about 3 hours made me a bit wheezy. Is it possible to get enough of Karol? Haha. That was a joke.

Anyways...I concluded. Well, we concluded.

It is healthy for me.

We both know what the other side is thinking. So now what?

I have no idea how the hell this happened but now I'm a terrible person and I can't even pass him. Yesterday was fine. Yep. No sight at all...but then today came and Paul was there and omg I couldn't stop at all ( Read more... )

Kivel
Stella
Karl
Katy
Ilya
Nick
Paul
Danny
Maruja
Rian
Barbara
Laura
Jeremy
Kiyomi
Mike
Bobby
Caitlin
Matt
Kevin Moss
Kana
Yifan?
Alan?
Zook?
Arman?
Emma?
Josh?
Max
Nick's friend
Priscilla

Those are all the people I officially invited. Around 25? Will everyone fit in my house? What the hell will we do? Gyah.

I talked to Aidan today. I haven't talked to him in awhile. I never have anything to say to him so we just end up looking at each other. I also made my invitations to my birthday party on Friday, today.


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I have these constant...weird...things...that make it hard for me to function properly.

I like Adam Kivel.

Okay. So Rian today:
I have an infatuation with making myself feel bad."Stop like....making things up about yourself that just make you feel bad. You're always so confident when your in school, or when were hanging out I dont see why your ( Read more... )