im in class right now and i basically want to shoot myself ( Read more... )

Your Life Path Number Is 6

6

You have a strong sense of responsibility: you must feel useful to be happy ( Read more... )

so its thursday, only one more day until ricky's 21st! wow the number seems so old. anyways yesterday was 420 and you know what that means, no not smoking weed but a year ago ricky and i started dating. its so weird to think how much has changed in a year. even though we broke up the good thing is that we were (okay are more now than like a month ( Read more... )

PROM! everyone is already talking about it ( Read more... )

OKAY P.S ITS THE SAME POST THAT IS IN MY MYSPACE- WHICH IF YOU HAVENT BEEN PLEASE GO...JOIN...AND ADD ME AS A FRIEND! (http://www.myspace.com/9628280Read more... )

okay so i just got home from pilates a bit ago and have been wasting my life away on the computer (what else is new ( Read more... )

okay so i just got back from lifetime and guess what i didnt gain any weight over spring break- okay maybe like a pound but still i was really worried ( Read more... )

tonight marked the end of a very important, long and challenging chapter in my life; volleyball.

Tonight was my first and last varsity banquet, although i have mixed feelings about the season, i am glad that i did not give up.  Volleyball has always challenged me and pushed me to my limits, i gave up on myself once and that was enough to never ( Read more... )

Things i fear the most:

-death

-dying without finding true love

-be poor, unhappy and lonely

-having a marriage that falls apart

-spiders

-being unsuccesful

-letting myself down

I dont know what made me write an enitre entry dedicated to my deepest fears, but now you know.  I'm sure that there are other things i am afraid of but as of right now i ( Read more... )

only one more day of school this week

i skipped school yesterday cuase i was sick, and there was a lil snow

regionals on friday @ 6:30 west bloomfield

i want school to be over

i want to know were im going to college next year

i want summer days to come

i actually miss work

most of all i miss being happy

my days are long and filled with emptiness

im ( Read more... )