I feel like shit. I hate loving people, and I want to be done... why wont everyone let me be???? Why cant I ever be happy?

IM SOOOOOOOO HAVING FUN!!!!!!! BEER BONGS ARE GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HEHHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had fun last night... we went to snookers and I got wasted... thats how my life seems to go these days... I get wasted I have fun... otherwise I just sit around... well love to those that deserve it ( Read more... )

Hey everyone... I am sooooooooo happy right now. I get to see the person I was telling you all about last time, so its gonna be a good day (I hope). Anyway, tonight started out really bad but it all changed when I found out I could go see him in like a half hour... Im sooooooooooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!! Well, I will talk to you all laterz!! Lots of love ( Read more... )

So yeah, for the first time in a long time I am really feeling happy. Its great actually... I met someone and they are amazing. They treat me like I really matter and like I am an important part of their life. I feel so comfortable around them, its like I really belong with someone. So, if for some reason you are reading this (and you know exactly ( Read more... )

I have no idea what to do... I'm so confused... Its like I have been put in a position where I have no clue as to what I should say or do. There is someone that I am pretty close to and they seem to like me a lot, but I dont have the same feelings for them that they have for me. I know that we already talked about it and all but I know he's not ( Read more... )

So yeah I just found out that someone I knew when I was staying out in Rochester died... of an overdose no less. Thats so shitty that I cant even tell you. I feel so bad that I didnt know sooner... I should've kept in touch better... its like, I just cant believe Spitzy's gone... thats just not right ( Read more... )

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All I have to say is this: I hope you are happy with what you have managed to do to me... I never did anything to hurt you, and yet you see fit to lie to me, hide things from me, and even hide things from the family. You are not the person I thought you were... I'm not sure who you are. I do know that the person you are showing yourself to be is ( Read more... )

So my day was pretty good today until I got some news that Im not really supposed to talk about... lets just say that I'm less than thrilled with someone that claimed to love me... it wasnt good. So after that Lyndsay, Julie, and I went to National and just hung out and talked and shit like that... It was cool. It really helped to get things off my ( Read more... )