so i took this up coming weekend off of work which i never do because of financial situations my credit card company keeps reminding me of. it has been planned for quite sometime so chris had taken off the weekend as well. the plan was to go up to lisa maggios lake house. it was so awesome the first time i was so excited. the last couple weeks its ( Read more... )

...and thats all i have to say about that

out of 7 cars we sold his favorite this last weekend. next is his lincoln then finally his harley ( Read more... )

im severely lonely ( Read more... )

when i get insecure i look for all the actions that might make my allegation true. i find a link to make what i think may be true, true. this is my biggest downfall.

today, i called out my accusation. that was my biggest mistake.

im truly sorry. i love you and i promise with my whole heart this wont happen again

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today i painted.

i also made brownies.

it's a good day.

im lost. dont know what to do or how to do it. i took 2 weeks off of work for relaxation and all i do is worry about what to do when the 2 weeks is up. vegas was amazing. but this entry is not about what is amazing. i have a lot of decision making to do in the next year and thats all i think about ( Read more... )

im leaving for vegas in the morning.

see ya never chicago!

bad news first ( Read more... )