watching him die

[jenny_grrl]

I held him in dominion, gently as he wept, licking the salt from off his skin. I made love in placid locus, bereaved him of his breath while rapt in angry fervor. He made my body his shelter, trembled on a precipice, worshiped while inside... surrendered, left surfeit and succumbed. In wild nights and tempestuous days we loved like King and

Comments

[ian_holloway]

He was always a beggar-man. Its just not a part of you to see it, Red. Besides, you should know that ennui is a bullshit notion next to you. I have never known a man to resist you babe. I say, let him burn

[jenny_grrl]

There's a smirk in this for you. -laughing softly- You know why, cutie.

I called you just to hear you tell me that ennui was a bullshit notion. I love it from your lips. -winking-

You're always there...

[ian_holloway]

Yah, I know why. But even so, theres nothing that could resist you - man, woman, nor beast.

Every time I hear your voice I think of how hard it must be to miss the sound of it. I love your voice, Red.

I always will be, forever

[ogdru__jahad]

A beautiful piece. I can only hope to some day achieve the same level of wordcraft.

[jenny_grrl]

-smiling softly- Thank you for the compliment, though, I think to be able to achieve some things you have to go through a test by fire. I don't wish the feelings I've been through in the past four months on the best of the worst of my enemies. -grinning- All the rest is just learning the words.

[jenny_grrl]

-smiling softly- No heroes here, my love. Only survivors.

There are things I remember... not the way it used to be, but the way it was in my mind... that person, you know? The strength, the weakness, the intolerable cruelty, the agonizing surrender. Never once though did I find in him a fool... and only barely a coward. But now it's ridiculousness. It's almost a mockery of what it once was. And on top of that, the sheer naivety is appalling. So unlike him.

So damn disappointing.