the feel of loss

[jenny_the_penny]

i cant describe. i know that i hate it and its definitely something i could live without.maybe its more like a depression that anything. actually its probably heart break. i feel even worse than i did when scott dumped me all those years back. yesterday january 26, 2007 we had to put down our dear cat cole. he was almost 18 years old and it was

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[maidmarcia]

you're MY hero and I know how you feel. my dog was depressed after Petra was killed. well, so was I. I just choose not to think about it and try to forget about them not being with me :( You're awesome!!!!!! hahaha think about all the good ole retreat times, like Jordan sticking her foot in the toilet...lol....

So sorry

[the_sihaam]

When Petra died I did not cry cuz we had only had him for a couple months and I do not cry much when people and animals die or leave. But I felt kind of empty inside, and angry at myself for not appreciating him more. Also, I kept on thinking he was still alive, expecting him to be in the room when I entered it. TEAR. I'm so sorry to hear about your cat Cole; you prob. grew up with him right? I hope you feel better; know that we're praying for you.