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[jennygracex]

well.  here's what's happened since...

yesterday was a pretty crappy day.  it was starting to hit me that this could be it, it could be over. i was crying off and on and just really crappy in general. (well i did go meet some lady about a job lifeguarding this summer and that went really well)

so i told my mom.  cuz she was asking all these

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[yodaywon]

human beings are funny like that gracie...when they should they don't because of how much something effected him. well i'm still adament about what i've said about him in the past and i still don't like chad. you don't need his forgiveness. you're stronger than that and i know it. just move on...seems like he has.

[jennygracex]

ha, whenever i need to show myself evidence of why chad was bad for me, i think about you and your adament dislike of him. hehe. thanks daywon for everything.

[yodaywon]

well he was a donkey...

[jennygracex]

bitterness isn't healthy for anyone. i was still holding onto a lot of bitterness about chad + i and thats not good, it doesn't help anyone at all. bitterness never did anyone good! we just have to remember that.

and jesse and i are back together... just its gonna be different. slower-paced, more Christ centered. you understand all that, coming from a religious school and all right? ;-)

[kermit193]

Wow, I don't even know what to say. You and Jesse are handling everything so maturely and it's really obvious how much you guys care about eachother. I wish I had the strength to handle these types of situations as well as you do, and I'm sure it must be very hard. Good luck with everything

[jennygracex]

i KNOW! its so scary to be so mature and do what is RIGHT rather than what you want right now.

man. i don't know if i am really crazy about this whole growing up thing...

and good luck with everythinnnnng elena, you're still my favoritest ex-xtina fan, mkay? i'll say a lil prayer for youuuu. everything is gonna be ok, i read all your entries and i understand your struggles and stuff, you're pretty much where i was just MONTHS ago. crazy. but best of luck to you

[jodilicious]

Hey hun, as for you relationship you both are handling it extremly well. As for someone not forgiving you at the moment, they will get over it within time. How can annyone stay mad at you honestly ? I'm so proud how grow up you are, best of luck with rediscovering god and his ways.

- Jodi

[jennygracex]

thank you!! <3 x 3049

[kusiga]

Wow you two seem really amazing, dunno what to say....just thanks for your comment and for adding me to your friends list. take care and bless ya. <3