i'm on a high, on a high there's nothing more to it - duncan sheik

[jennygracex]

well okay then.  tonight... went to jesse's softball game.  it was kinda weird. i didn't cheer for him when everyone else did, when he made a nice hit or good catch.  i just sat there.

they lost by one.  which is the best they've EVER done. usually they lose by like 20. no joke. ashburnham softball team... sucks. anywho... jesse & i went for

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[aa12on]

hey there jenny... sounds like you had a good time... i'm sure it must be tough on you right now with him saying what he's saying.... i know how much you love music so here's a new band for you.... www.thesmyrk.com it's my friends band... i know you'll like them.... chin up babe.... it gets better

[jennygracex]

i will check them out. thanks music buddy.

and i hope so. man i've been hearing all these songs lately about people not getting over heartbreaks until they die ("Whiskey Lullaby" by Brad Paisley and Alison Krauss and "Distant Shore" by Dierks Bentley GREAT SONGS) and i hope it gets better

better = him realizing that i'm the perfect girl for him

[jennygracex]

kicked my ass? lol in what sense of the word do you say that (oh boy, now because of that dream, i'm scared) it would be badass to hang out with you.

and my flirt buddy is 17. so no can do. too bad too. and i was wrong, his name is spelt PAULI. my bad. i suck at names that are weird

[___piecesofme]

i'm glad you decided to still make the best of the night, ya know?
those guys sound like some fun.

i wish i knew what to say about jesse ...
but everything i think of seems to fall short.

i just really want the best for you, jen.
+ i think he's it.
he just needs to remember that.
deep down i'm sure he knows ... but maybe he's scared?

gah. life is so confusing sometimes.

ilu.<3

[this is andi, if you hadn't noticed, haha. add this name]

[jennygracex]

andi love you. you always say what i want to hear AND mean it. no one else can do that. everyone is always all "oh its for the best" or "you'll get over it" but YOU, YOU understand that he IS the best and that yeah he'll come back to me.

even if he doesn't (WHICH HE WILL) i will love you for believing in me + him.

[sunshowers08]

well sweetie, i want you to know that i've read anything...i'm not sure what to say though, i was pretty shocked when i read all that going on...boys are confusing...so we just gotta cross our fingers and hope everything falls into place.

aaaaaaaand goooo you for flirting with pouli. and taking the dare!!!!

i think long sweeping bangs would look hot on you......take piccies!!!!

<3

[jennygracex]

i chickened out on the bangs. i'm such a wuss. but i got them cut a little. i will take pictures in a bit since in the pictures i took last night my hair was either wet or i had a hat on so you couldn't tell.

thanks for just... being you.

[sunshowers08]

don't worry it took me like two years of wanting to cut bangs to actually get them...and i never said i'd do it myself. it turns out, i did exactly that.

aaaaaaaaand the last bit made me smile so big.....you are wonderful...you really do deserve the best.