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Tri-Lamb Material
52 % Nerd, 34% Geek, 52% Dork

For The Record: A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia. A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one. A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions. You ( Read more... )

Ever have one of those days where you feel you bring nothing to the table? That a memory of a possibility gives more intensity and thrill than the reality with you ever could? I had a weird night last night. And a weirder day today. I got an odd little "miss you, love you" email from the ex today. It made me a little sad...how people realize ( Read more... )

My pirate name is:

Black Jenny Rackham


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I had a GREAT weekend. I drove to Cali to see my brother, sister-in-law, and the baby. We spent Friday night chilling out, went and did a lot around town on saturday...and then Saturday night I spent with Chris. When I see him, it just validates my feelings, you know? *sigh* Anyway...today my two worlds collided, and it went well. Chris and I ( Read more... )

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I just had a long ass post that "Poof!" disappeared. Pisses me off. Not re-doing. And I love this song...but seems everytime I listen to it it envokes sad feelings...and I can't place why...and I want a personal trainer...and I want someone to pay for it...or for some trainer to do some much needed pro bono work. Because it would be for the ( Read more... )

The light that never goes out is always there in the distance. Sometimes it comforts me, sometimes it taunts me, but day after day, night after night, it is there. It might guide me if I opened my eyes, but I choose to jump with my eyes closed. Attack first, ask questions later. I went outside tonight and looked towards that light...and a ( Read more... )

I hate when shit makes no sense. LOL Kidding ( Read more... )

I came to the conclusion today that sometimes things just don't make sense. They aren't supposed to. And if we sit around and wonder about the hows and whys, we miss the good stuff. So yeah...when things are going totally against plan...ride it out...it was meant to happen. Even if it would be easier not to...and especially if it makes no sense.

not feeling the love today. i think I'll just go to sleep.