lollapalooza was so awesome. just. so many awesome stories. ill tell you them if you ask me. and so many people. nice people! awesome people! everyone was so cool and the music was so good and hip hop is underappreciated by...me. and im sure other people. but yeah best performances ive ever seen! dlfkjldksg!!!!!! it was just so...!!!! i cant even ( Read more... )

mdlfkgmdfl'gf i miss mary! dfjklgndfl'gnfdgl

things turn out completely different than i thought.

think about yourself as a freshman! and then think about yourself today! i dont think the today me would have been friends with myself as a freshman. and the other way round too.

everything's getting wrapped up really nicely just in time for summer. everyone's leaving behind their baggage just in time to relax and do nothing but maybe roll down some hills and adventure. i feel like people grow up in junior year, and then grow back down in senior year. maybe they know that they'll never really get the chance to be a kid

everything is confusing. it sucks when confusing things and misunderstandings make things complicated and unecessarily bad.

also, ms bolton said there is no such word as "sucks." lamebrane i'll make a new dictionary.

everything has a way of piling up at certain time. when you least need it, something not so awesome happens. but summers only a month away. ish.

but i am happy that people i really love are happy. or getting there.
but then sad that other people just don't seem to have a jimminy cricket.

it's weird how much we all change. lots of the time, change isnt even expected. and it's weird seeing how everyone else changes. or, how people dont change at all. sometimes that's reassuring, but other time it's just frustrating. sometimes you just want people to grow up, or for people to stop growing up too fast. is there a certain behavior ( Read more... )

i forget not to get wrapped up in everything. and when i see something thats just so big, it hits all at once. everything hits all at once and i remember that we really are very small. and even though there is nothing bigger or more important than a whole lot of small people, [and that's the thing i love about the world], i feel lost knowing that i ( Read more... )

i read a really really sad book. but it was so good! (thankyou julie bergstein for letting me borrow it for so long ( Read more... )

it's weird, knowing that what you should have done all along has finally happened. i feel empty. but not in a bad way. like im done with that, and im ready to start being filled up again. and i feel proud that i just said it. sadness is relative. but i wont forget. i really came away with nothing worth anything. but, i guess, nothing is a waste of ( Read more... )