I am teaching intro physics and statistics in an accelerated summer program to prep incoming premeds for official coursework in the fall.

I'm enjoying myself! :)

and yet somehow she found herself awake,
again, at 5:39 AM
not having slept,
and listening,
silently, foot just barely tapping,
rhythms to the songs
of Leonard Cohen

Making coffee. Up late working on homework.

Trying to finish by 9 AM class period. A bit tricky as I am sleepy. Making coffee with lots of ice in it and trying to wake myself up. My life is very full right now, and classes interfere sometimes.

My life is really new in some ways.

I'm almost 26, but I have never been in a committed romantic relationship ( Read more... )

OK -- doing better. After today I am free for a while.

Stressors:
a) Migraines. I am prolly gonna be getting an MRI/EEG if I figure out the insurance mess, and I may be able to untangle the bipolarish/vague epilepticish symptoms in more depth. I've been off vitamins for a month due to low finances and just not prioritizing very well; KU doctor ( Read more... )

I don't typically like writing down depressive nonsense, because I think hope is what makes life worthwhile, but this is something that I have been kicking around. I really don't so much want advice with it, it's just something I had to post

The Crux

You cannot let your own happiness depend upon another person.

What's frustrating and difficult is when ( Read more... )

juhhhhhhhhhhhhh (my cat believe it or not just jumped onto the counter / keyboard and "typed" this). Seems an appropriate way to start.

So.

Finals.

Nothing inspires me to write and evaluate my life and be generally melodramatic quite like exams. Writing is my way of trying to herd in my mind and get myself focused. It's a way to purge whatever is ( Read more... )

26 is too young for memoires. Seriously.

But I kind of have to process my life through writing; it's a way of extending memory into page, into paper, and bringing out themes that you are dealing with, observing (or superimposing) method to the madness and order to the chaos.

I continue to feel like something is coming to a head in the way I am ( Read more... )

Echoes of 2007. I have to make it right this time.

At folks house in my old niche under the living room picture window. I think it's cloudy out--last night around this time I could see Orion and the full moon and the pleiades and other stars, but just peeked my head out through the curtain and right now it's not so. Candy the ol' peachy cat is sleeping by me--or rather he's awake now and licking ( Read more... )

It's weird how the same stories happen over and over and over again.

http://nancyjosales.com/stories/WoodyAllen2.pdf