undecided

[jennypoo98]

I feel so undecided and confused

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[lyricmaniac]

I definitely know the feeling. A part of me, though smaller than the other part, wants to go back to work so that I can have a routine, have some down time, and have some quiet. The larger part of me is excited to be home, watching my child grow and achieve. Is it possible to hire a nanny once a week so that you can have some down time?

[jennypoo98]

I was thinking about that. Maybe when the kids are older I'll hire someone for one day a week and just have all my appointments and errand running and such.

I'd love to be able to, oh I dunno, get a hair cut.

I know it will get better soon (as in 6 months or so), its just hard waiting.

[sassie_kat]

I know what you mean about feeling not strong enough. I actually broke down the other day and told Chris that I felt like God had screwed up - He'd definitely given me more than I'm capable of handling. Chris, of course, pointed out how much I'm doing and that it's okay to get overwhelmed. Anyway - not sure what my actual point is . . . just want you to know that you're not alone.

[jennypoo98]

And you're pregnant with number 3! I think I just get so run down and tired that I just feel like I'm going to snap, ya know?

[stephy_]

I feel ya.

I want to work so we can have more money to do things and stuff but it also breaks my heart to think that I can't be there with Stella playing and teaching her things. We don't NEED me to work and I should appreciate that I don't have to but a part of me really wants to get back to work!!

[jennypoo98]

I miss working. I miss feeling like I made a difference in lives. I miss saving lives. I miss PEOPLE!