Please trust in knowing that I truly know how you feel. I am young and I am still lost. I am no better then anyone else. I just want what everyone else wants: happiness. But for some reason I feel as though mine would mean more....it would be...deeper.

                            Ah Okay. Let's recap. For the past whatever days I have been pretty chill. Just seeing people blah blah blah..some more bullshit. Blah. Okay so theres another pregnant chic at our school. Is being pregnant the new fad? I don't feel bad for her, she's a whore for all I know. Point is she is younger then me...and pregnant ( Read more... )

                                                I...am absolutely baffled right now. Wow. For some reason I never thought 4 years was a long time, but apparently it is. I can not believe how much people can change in just 4 years. I am so...shocked at how much change I have missed out on from these people I had forgotten about in my past. Who am I ( Read more... )

I don't want to live in this world. I don't even want to live in another world. Why? Because I don't want to live? No...I want to live, live more than everyone. I want to make a world with you. Not a life, a world.

Hmmm another eventful day...not at all. Can't wait for t0tally partying this weekend ohmahgah so muh funnn!!!! I'm loving the people I am friends with at the time, I have never been happier. you are dumb.Mmmm happy. Greater happiness, greater sorrow,....good thing I don't care.

Everyone I know is full of shit. Every one of them. I hate this. Give me something real, someone.

             Doodadoodadoodadoo.

"I am against religion because it teaches us to be satisfied with not understanding the world."- Richard Dawkins

....and I couldn't have said it better. Yea that's right. I don't think  going half way across the country is how you find your "God". I am so over this. Why have to put faith in something else...that ( Read more... )

                                                     And if...if there is no such thing as love, then so be it. I think I have felt love before. We accept the love we think we deserve. This is me alanlysing myself. I don't accept much love. At all. I always feel like it's cheap. I know I am missing out. I'm opening myself to you. I think every ( Read more... )

                             Well, it is finally the weekend. Much needed. I finally remember why I never clean my room. I came across all these things while cleaning it today...pictures, old binders, journals(I forgot I had ever even had a journal). And as great as nostalgia can be, it's also depressing at the same time. God, I hate nostalgia. ( Read more... )

Well obviously nothing has changed much. It's the 2nd to last day of school already! This year went by so fast. I can't say that it was a good year though, nor a bad one. Just full of alot of change all in all, which is acceptable. All change is good and there for a reason. I have mixed feelings about summer though. I mean I love school. It's one ( Read more... )