For the next 30 days (until Feb 26th) I'm going to commit myself to losing weight and
getting into shape. The challenge is mainly to see what kind of torment I can put my
body through in 30 days and what the results could be. ;)

I can go without peanut m&ms for a month =)

So far so good. I'll keep my updates here.

Deny my friend request on facebook ?
What a low blow.
If you're not my friend on cheesy facebook... how could you be anything in real life?
I'm sick of always being the one to go out of my way to try to care.
I'm sick of initiating, and I'm sick of being belittled.
I'm through.

Same ol' stuff. Nothing works out the way you plan. Sometimes it's for the best ( Read more... )

Kristen, I love you. You have inspired me.
I'm right there with you, and I won't give up.

It is NOT an OPTION.
=)

i have been really ill for the past couple of days. i was getting ready to see a doctor ( Read more... )

I have no one to go to. I feel like everyone is sick of me.
I don't know what to do ;(

Yeah, I know he doesn't think about me.
He doesn't care one way or another if he knows me.
Geoff and I are in the same god damned boat.

my..
... foot.

doesnt..
hurt.
YES !

It's a bad day.
I'm sitting here crying because my foot hurts so bad.
It hurts to even walk on.
This ruins all my goals and everything I had to look forward to.
I can't express how upset I am.

I ran 4 miles at the rec center today. My body feels soo strong. My arms are still
a little sore from the kbell target toning yesterday... but I can feel the difference
all my hard work is making. I'm in this now..... In it to win it ;)

This is 2009
I deserve it.