hm. i thought i was going to be able to write out my thoughts like last time. but i'm way too tired. so watch this video instead. it's awesome. thanks for showing it to me maria :)

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i think there is WAY too much going on in my head. i can't bring myself to focus on one thought.

let me see how many random thoughts i can write down.
i want to get away.
i want to watch an opera at the Sydney Opera House.
i can't wait to watch RAIN this Sunday.
i want to listen to Christmas music.
i don't quite know how to say how i feel.i want ( Read more... )

it is difficult. why is it so difficult for us to know what we want? how do we know what we want is what we really want? how do we know when we like something and when we like the IDEA of something? is it possible to want two very different things? is it possible to want i don't know... let's say... fire and icealright maybe this sounds lame... but ( Read more... )

lately i've been doing a lot of thinking about my vocation. and here's the truth that i'm honestly hesitant to talk about. i think i'm hesitant to talk about it with friends or family because their opinions affect me. i'll admit it. i care about what my family and friends think, even though i know i should only be concerned about what God thinks. ( Read more... )

they're really good and entertaining... i gotta admit though... there's a neon flashing sign in my mind that reads... GAY. i <3 it.

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"If you actually watched all the credits you should be treated for OCD... Obsessive Cullen Disorder ( Read more... )

lessons.

if someone says that s/he's not good enough for you, it's probably true. so don't waste your time trying to convince him/her otherwise. in the end, they'll screw you over. you'll wonder what you did wrong. and it'll be that you tried to convince yourself that someone was perfect for you when in actuality, they are NOT good enough for you ( Read more... )

thursday i don't care about you

first of all... let me just say that it is NOT a good idea to eat about 3/4 a box of macaroni and cheese after fasting all day. definitely NOT a good idea. second of all... there is no second of all. just don't eat that ( Read more... )

i remember recently thinking that i lost passion in my faith and in my daily life. but I think that's changing now. something has changed inside of me... i can feel it in my heart. i can feel the desire of something greater than you, greater than me ( Read more... )

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haha. i <3 the long beach kiddos.

this weekend was a very busy one. it had it's good moments.. but it was also very emo and exhausting. and monday (tomorrow... or today... however u wanna look at it) is going to be a really long day. work from 6am til 330. break. film screening from 5pm til around 7 or 8? maybe stop by phi practice. work on