Stupid
Title: Stupid Enough To Think About It (1/3)
Author: hotfruits
Rating: R
Pairing: Tegoshi Yuya/Takaki Yuya
Disclaimer: Dude, I wish I owned them, because if I did then these two would be my maids.
Summary: Only Tegoshi would be vain enough to want someone with the same name as him.
AN: I guess this is considered underage, because in Japan the legal age is 20. So I apologize if this offends anyone, but hopefully it won't.
This kinda suddenly came to me, so I also apologize for the randomness of it all and such...hopefully you'll enjoy it :D
One more thing, OCC-ness...yeah.
x-posted to jent_fanfics, wasurenaisa, heysay_fanfic and hsj_fics
He's nineteen years old, Tegoshi reminds himself again as he practices before the show. He's only nineteen, but he acts eleven, maybe twelve but he wouldn't push it past thirteen. He's a child at heart even though he's almost a man, toned body moving gracefully across the dance floor as he practices his solo, eyes fixed ahead in a intense stare as his voice rings out loud and clear.
Tegoshi looks away, wiping away the sweat on his brow. This boy who is practically a man is still a boy, innocent at heart and it's so wrong, because it doesn't matter that he'll be turning twenty next year, in his actions and thoughts, he's still just a boy, and Tegoshi feels like he's buying himself a one-way ticket to Hell for thinking this way about him.
"Tegoshi," Massu lays a hand on his shoulder, shaking him away from his thoughts, "You alright, you look you're gonna throw up? Do you need water?"
Tegoshi shakes his head, "I'm just nervous Massu, that's all. I'll be fine," Tegoshi rests his head on Massu's shoulder, once again thankful for their close relationship. He knows that Massu knows that everything is not fine, that he's not at all nervous, but he also knows that Massu knows when to not push, when to just leave Tegoshi alone til he's ready to open up about his problems.
Opening up right now when they have only a few hours til Shounen Club is on would be a bad, bad idea.
***
His breath catches in his throat as he and Massu walk back out on stage, but it's only for a moment and he composes himself, trying not to laugh at Massu's ridiculously squeaky voice and when he makes fun of Yaotome. He feels almost giddy as Koyama walks over to him and he begins to rip on Yabu, the entire audience going crazy with screams. Tegoshi can't stop laughing, til BEST take off their eye masks and then suddenly his breath is lost, as those eyes lock onto his. He looks away and continues to talk, but it's not as easy as before and right now, he just wants to run and hide from those eyes.
Massu catches his eyes and he frowns, only for a second til he's laughing again at Yaotome.
***
"Spill," is the first thing Massu says to him as they enter their dressing room, "What's up, Tegoshi?"
Tegoshi shakes his head and begins to undress, but stops when Massu lays a supportive hand on his shoulder. "Yuya," Massu says, voice strong and Tegoshi cracks, turning around and throwing his arms around Massu's neck.
"I'm going to Hell," Tegoshi sighs, burying his face into Massu's warm neck, "I'm going to Hell where I will be tortured for an eternity, his hips swinging but his eyes so child-like, and I will want to die from the shame but I won't be able to, cause I'm in Hell which means I already died, and-"
"Tegoshi," Massu grabs his shoulders and pulls back, shaking him, "Calm down. Take a few deep breaths," Tegoshi does and Massu smiles, "Now, tell me what's going on?"
"I'm having perverted thoughts about Takaki Yuya," Tegoshi says, quickly looking away. Silence fills the room, and it drags on for another five minutes til Tegoshi looks back up, his voice higher in pitch as he asks, "Well?"
Massu shrugs, "Well, only you would be vain enough to want to screw someone who shares the same name as you," Tegoshi's mouth drops open as Massu laughs, "Don't worry about it Tegoshi, we both know you're not stupid enough to seriously go after someone like him."
Tegoshi nods, not saying anything else because while that may be true, they also know that he can be stupid enough to seriously go after him, to throw all rational thought out the window and act on pure emotion alone.
And they both know that if Tegoshi does that, he's basically fucked.
Author: hotfruits
Rating: R
Pairing: Tegoshi Yuya/Takaki Yuya
Disclaimer: Dude, I wish I owned them, because if I did then these two would be my maids.
Summary: Only Tegoshi would be vain enough to want someone with the same name as him.
AN: I guess this is considered underage, because in Japan the legal age is 20. So I apologize if this offends anyone, but hopefully it won't.
This kinda suddenly came to me, so I also apologize for the randomness of it all and such...hopefully you'll enjoy it :D
One more thing, OCC-ness...yeah.
x-posted to jent_fanfics, wasurenaisa, heysay_fanfic and hsj_fics
He's nineteen years old, Tegoshi reminds himself again as he practices before the show. He's only nineteen, but he acts eleven, maybe twelve but he wouldn't push it past thirteen. He's a child at heart even though he's almost a man, toned body moving gracefully across the dance floor as he practices his solo, eyes fixed ahead in a intense stare as his voice rings out loud and clear.
Tegoshi looks away, wiping away the sweat on his brow. This boy who is practically a man is still a boy, innocent at heart and it's so wrong, because it doesn't matter that he'll be turning twenty next year, in his actions and thoughts, he's still just a boy, and Tegoshi feels like he's buying himself a one-way ticket to Hell for thinking this way about him.
"Tegoshi," Massu lays a hand on his shoulder, shaking him away from his thoughts, "You alright, you look you're gonna throw up? Do you need water?"
Tegoshi shakes his head, "I'm just nervous Massu, that's all. I'll be fine," Tegoshi rests his head on Massu's shoulder, once again thankful for their close relationship. He knows that Massu knows that everything is not fine, that he's not at all nervous, but he also knows that Massu knows when to not push, when to just leave Tegoshi alone til he's ready to open up about his problems.
Opening up right now when they have only a few hours til Shounen Club is on would be a bad, bad idea.
***
His breath catches in his throat as he and Massu walk back out on stage, but it's only for a moment and he composes himself, trying not to laugh at Massu's ridiculously squeaky voice and when he makes fun of Yaotome. He feels almost giddy as Koyama walks over to him and he begins to rip on Yabu, the entire audience going crazy with screams. Tegoshi can't stop laughing, til BEST take off their eye masks and then suddenly his breath is lost, as those eyes lock onto his. He looks away and continues to talk, but it's not as easy as before and right now, he just wants to run and hide from those eyes.
Massu catches his eyes and he frowns, only for a second til he's laughing again at Yaotome.
***
"Spill," is the first thing Massu says to him as they enter their dressing room, "What's up, Tegoshi?"
Tegoshi shakes his head and begins to undress, but stops when Massu lays a supportive hand on his shoulder. "Yuya," Massu says, voice strong and Tegoshi cracks, turning around and throwing his arms around Massu's neck.
"I'm going to Hell," Tegoshi sighs, burying his face into Massu's warm neck, "I'm going to Hell where I will be tortured for an eternity, his hips swinging but his eyes so child-like, and I will want to die from the shame but I won't be able to, cause I'm in Hell which means I already died, and-"
"Tegoshi," Massu grabs his shoulders and pulls back, shaking him, "Calm down. Take a few deep breaths," Tegoshi does and Massu smiles, "Now, tell me what's going on?"
"I'm having perverted thoughts about Takaki Yuya," Tegoshi says, quickly looking away. Silence fills the room, and it drags on for another five minutes til Tegoshi looks back up, his voice higher in pitch as he asks, "Well?"
Massu shrugs, "Well, only you would be vain enough to want to screw someone who shares the same name as you," Tegoshi's mouth drops open as Massu laughs, "Don't worry about it Tegoshi, we both know you're not stupid enough to seriously go after someone like him."
Tegoshi nods, not saying anything else because while that may be true, they also know that he can be stupid enough to seriously go after him, to throw all rational thought out the window and act on pure emotion alone.
And they both know that if Tegoshi does that, he's basically fucked.