A is for Appearances
All of their friends and even the crazy fangirls believed that they were enemies. They were always fighting and sometimes they had to be separated by someone, but nobody actually knew what their real relationship was. As the saying goes, opposites attract.
Although both of them were strong, one always needed comfort and love. The lack of differences in a relationship leads to monotony which leads to a breakup. While he was small, cute, and with the warmth of the fire, the other’s body was better sculpted, he could be scary, and was cold as ice most of the time. But his lover was there to melt his icy heart.
B is for Bastard
That was his nickname and hell yeah he sure deserved it! The way he was acting towards all of them was really mean. Even when he confessed his love to me, he was still rude. It went something like “Meet me at the BBQ restaurant near your flat! And don’t even dare to be late!” Yeah, I think he watched too much HanaDan. The way he acted was just like Domyoji.
Anyway, that day was the best day ever. We have been able to talk properly with each other and for the first time in my life, I’ve been able to feel butterflies in my stomach! The feeling was really strange and my body heated up, demo at the same time, that feeling and Ryo’s flushed face made me think back in the past. Did I love him since then? Maybe, maybe we are fated. It looks like that the fact that I’m maturating is making me to stop seeing fairies. Is this a good thing?
C is for Censor
I know that KAT-TUN is a JPOP band and that we should freaking know to swear and all this kind of things, but seriously now Nishikido Ryo is just too much! I think there isn’t day when he doesn’t say something stupid from that mouth of his! He was even swearing on our first date! It makes me wonder if it’s something genetic. I wonder if he inherited the habit from his father. I’ll try to ask him when he is in a good mood; maybe when we are in the bed and doing naughty things. Later that night:
“R-Ry-ahh...s-stop it...*moan* ...I w-wanna a-ask *moan* you someth-AHHH!!!You freaking bastard!!! DON’T THRUST IN LIKE THAT!!!” *moan* I said, while tears started to gather in the corner of my eyes.
I looked up at my lover. This was the perfect picture ever. We haven’t done in for a whole month and all that sexual frustration was making way.
*smirk* “Later Hime” he whispered in my ear making me shiver. “I really missed you” *nibble the earlobe*
*moan* “I m-missed you t-too… uhhh” I said slowly as I pressed one of my hands against his chest trying to distract him while the other was making its way to my hard member. I couldn’t even touch it a little, when he quickly took both my hands and bound them up by my head. I seriously needed release!
“Don’t worry Hime. *trust* I’ll make you release so many times that you won’t be able to keep the count” *nibble the ear*
In the morning: My plan failed. I give up. Now all I can think about is sleep, even if I’m sticky. Maybe I’ll find out some other time. *Returns to sleep in his lover’s arms*.
D is for Distance
Ahhh... He is in Osaka again. Lonely again, demo it’s not that bad because I know he is thinking of me! He must be, because if I hear or see him with a woman or even with another boy, I will seriously punch him and tie him to the bedpost! I haven’t done boxing just for fun in awhile!
Riinnggg. Ahh...It’s him! He really can’t sleep without me, now can he?!
Talking with him at the phone reminds me of when he came home after one month of being away, the sex was incredible! Even now I could feel his hot breath against my skin and his tongue playing with mine, our bodies rocking together, ahh… that feeling. I really miss you Ryo!
Ahhh…I’m becoming a pervert *blush*. I can’t believe that I thought of that!
E is for Ebay
This is one major problem! And whose fault is it? Ohh… Well of course, the damn smut fics Ryo found on a livejournal community with the two of us! At this exact moment he is looking on Ebay for some freaking sex toys!!! He is fucking insane!!!! If he thinks that I will stay like a puppy and let him do whatever he wants with my ass, then he is freaking wrong. HELL YEAH!
If he wants to play dirty games, then he should join the Akame couple for a one night stand because I’m not a freaking dog who waits to be fucked by a freaking toy. Ohh God. Now I’m starting to swear like him. I have to cover my ears when he talks, I DON’T WANNA BE MANIPULATED BY HIM!!
In Ryo’s head:
‘Now, what toy should I buy first? * smirk*...maybe a cock ring is good. Ahhh…I see they have massage oils with Pocky flavors?! Hime will like this on.’ *clicks to buy*
F is for Family
Well, now I know from where Ryo inherited that freaking habit! From his own father!! When my lover took me for the first time to Osaka, he decided that now that we are together, I should meet his family. I have to admit that I was somewhat afraid of his parents! Fortunately, the meeting went well! I really didn’t expect this, but this sure eased my heart. Ohh and I discovered something that would freak out anyone for sure; Ryo’s papa is a pervert! He even told Ryo that he made a good choice, but he should make me eat more because my ass is too skinny!! I nearly fainted when I saw him and my boyfriend just smirked! This guy is just impossible.
G is for Game
If I ever hear someone say Truth or Dare, I will cut his freaking head off and I will feed my dogs with the rest of the body! All of it started two months ago when NEWS decided to play a small game. It was Ryo’s turn and he chose dare so, that stupid friend of his, Yamapi, dared him to not speak with me for one freaking week! He didn’t even answer my calls or my emails; NOTHING!
Of course, I didn’t know it was only a game so, I thought that he didn’t love me anymore or that he already found someone else. On the third night since the game began, I decided to go to his flat and because it started raining, when I got there I was soaked from head to toe. When he opened the door and saw me in that state he grabbed one of my wrists and hugged me. He was holding me so tight that I couldn’t even breathe normal.
None of us said anything, we just stayed near the door and no words were needed. Now when I remember this, I laugh, but at that time I thought that I lost Ryo. After all it was just a game, it was a game that made our relationship stronger. After that entire ordeal, the rain wasn’t too good either because for the following days, I was in the bed with a freaking fever and a hoarse throat. Also, the thunder and lightning was horrible, especially when you have a phobia with them, but when you’re in your loved one arms, all your fears disappear and you can only hear your loved one’s heart.
H is for Heart
Every time after we make out or make love, while kissing me tender, Ryo slowly takes my hand and touches the hand with the left side of his chest. When I hear his heart beating, it’s like the time stops. I can’t even describe that feeling is, but it warms me up, making me feel happy for the simple fact that I can be with my lover. I’m really grateful that I have Ryo beside me and that I have a person who can tell me from the bottom of his heart, “I love you”
I is for Innocence
Being a celebrity isn’t easy at all. There are all kinds of people out there ready to judge you. I heard and read some really nasty comments about me and I know that I shouldn’t take them to heart, but sometimes it’s impossible. Comments like, “He’s strange” or “What is he doing in Jimusho?” can be considered good comments, but there are some that no matter how you twist it, it can’t be considered good. Yesterday I saw a video on YouTube with KAT-TUN and at the comment box, there were lots of insults. All day I kept wondering if I really deserved all of those. I’m really scared about what others think about me.
Later that night we made love again, but I was distracted the entire time until Ryo interrupted my thoughts.
“What happened? Not feeling well?” he asked, always preoccupied about my well being.
“N-Nothing...don’t worry okay?” I said, while hugging him and closing my eyes. My arms around his stomach and my head rested on his strong chest while one of his arms was in my hair, caressing me tenderly.
“Don’t think about what others say about you” Ryo said, as if reading my mind.
“W-What…How did you know?” I asked, as I tried to look up at his face, but couldn’t because his arms were hugging me tight.
“You’re easy to read. You’re too innocent. Try to look more at your good parts.” he finally said as he kissed my head.
No more words were said spoken as I cuddled into him. Before I fell asleep I muttered something that I knew he could hear.
“Arigatou”
J is for Jealousy
It was known that Ryo was the seme in our relationship and I was the uke, but he wasn’t as jealous as me! He really believes in me and he knows that I couldn’t actually betray him, but I, on the other hand, am very possessive. I know I have lots of threats, but the main problem was his sweet little bandmate Tegoshi Yuya, a.k.a. Tego-nyan, nickname given by my lover of course! That brat is the devil incarnate. Cute my ass; all he does is sleep in my boyfriend’s lap, he eats from the bentou made by me, kisses him on the cheeks and a lot more! That boy is impossible I’m telling you!
One day I entered in NEWS’s dressing room and I saw that cute little demon hugging MY Ryo! I was so angry that I walked really fast in the room, grabbed my lover by his collar and kissed him fast in front of all his friends. When the kiss ended I looked around and saw Tegoshi smiling and Yamapi hugging him from the back while smirking at Ryo.
At that moment I wanted to hit my head against the wall. When we got home, Ryo explained me that actually Tegoshi has been together with Yamapi for the last two months and there is nothing to worry about. But Ryo was wrong; if TegoPi are together, then we aren’t the cutest couple from Jimusho anymore!! I seriously have to make some changes! RYOOO!!!!! WHY CAN’T YOU BE MORE CUTE!!!
K is for Kiss
The way Ryo kisses, it makes you feel like you’re in heaven! It feels too damn good! The way he asks for entrance, the moment his tongue slips into my mouth and starts massaging my wet cavern; it takes my breath away. There are also moments like when he comes back from Osaka and he grabs me really fast, he pins to the wall and starts kissing me so hard that my lips are bruising and turning red.
Sometimes he bites me, but when he sees the blood, he slowly licks my lip as if begging for forgiveness. Kissing you makes me forget about all my problems. I guess that after all, You’re magical!
L is for Lunch
Hidoi yooo…You are always eating the bento that I make for you alone. Why don’t you come to me?! Well, I think I have to make the first step!
After 7 minutes of searching!
Yaaaa!!! Ryooo, where are you? I couldn’t find him in News or Kanjani 8’s room. He isn’t on the rooftop either! Moou, I hungry, I’ll eat alone again! I headed to KAT-TUN’s room and when I opened the door, I was surprised to see my lover on the couch phoning someone.
“Ryo! I looked for you all over Jimusho!” I said while pouting.
“I tried to call you but you didn’t answer”he said, as he got up and headed towards me. I remembered that the phone was on silence and I started to blush, but at the same time I tried to maintain my poker face, because we still were in the room with the others. Well, only with the Akame couple. At that moment Ryo grabbed my hand and led me to one of the rooms that were in the building. When he opened the door my mouth was hanging wide open. Ryo prepared lunch just for the two of us.
I wonder, is he like Nino from Arashi? A magician?
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