Well.. I went to the doctor's this morning.. and found out FOR SURE that im pregnant. 
He was Suppose to come with me.. Did he? NOOOPE. I havent talked to him since Wednesday.
He was the one who said he WANTED to come with me when i went to the doctors.
He was the one who said he WANTED to help me. 
He was the one who said DONT get an abortion.

WHY do ( Read more... )

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not ( Read more... )

Do You Ever Feel Like You Can Never Find Happiness? 
&& Every Thing That Happens Causes You Nothing But Loneliess && Pain?

Has Anyone Ever Put You Down, && Made You Feel Worthless?

I Feel As Tho I'm Stuck In This Deep Hole, && There is No Way out..
Am I Making The Right Decision?

How Is It That When You Expect Your Parents, Or Friends, Or Anyone To Be ( Read more... )

I'm SOOO out of this GAY town!!

Moving to Topsham!!

FUCK YEAH!! =]

I guess i'll update cuz.. i dont know, im bored ( Read more... )

soo..

My Life Pretty Much Sucks right Now..

So.. Birthday in 5 days? HECK YESS!!

i'm pretty effin excited.

went to the football game friday with My brother, Tommy, and Tasha. WE KICKED ASS!! 
it was like 40 something to 0

nice nice.

AND teddy gave me fries.. and then James gave me fries. YUM YUM!
 but everyone kept eating them on me..=(

Vinnie squished my collar bone when he hugged me. lol

Kayla's ( Read more... )

Holy shit. its 9:13 im up! this sucks.

So My cousin Tommy is living here. ALL hes been singing is Through glass by stone sour
haha! it makes me laugh.

Frank, My dad, and tommy all went.. somewhere.. i dont even know where.. all i heard was frank saying
"richie said we better go visit her" so i dont know if theres something wrong with my grandmother or ( Read more... )

Do It For Me Now..
**Angels And Airwaves**

I'm frightened at night, and the wind has a roar
It seeps through the hall, and from under the door
Like the shit that was said
I can't take it that well
I give and I give and I give and I give and I'm still
Lost and hurt and bone thin from the love that's been starved
I know I got close but I'm sure it's ( Read more... )

Ugh..

Got called into work today..12-4. its not too bad i guess. but i still dont wanna go. I have to work the same shift tomorrow. FHdghsgh GAY!

Tommy's Plane Pulls Into portland around like 1 tomorrow morning at 10. 
I guess Frank & my dad are gonna go get him in portland. Then I guess they're gonna try getting him a job with them.

I dont know where ( Read more... )