I Wander in the Night Without Direction

[jer64bear]

I couldn't fall asleep last night. I tried meditating, but found it too difficult without a guide. I couldn't surface beneath my thoughts, mostly because I had to create the 'trip' alone and was too self-conscious of where I was going, whether I was doing it right, when the relaxation would start, why the birds wouldn't stop chirping, etc. I tried

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[iljasono]

I love that song. I would listen to it (and others like it) while taking my late-night walks around campus, but what I remember most is walking home with that playing and a thunderstorm picked up, then it started hailing. I stopped walking and just let everything fall into me. It was amazing.

[anonymous]

hello hottness...

it's so nice to know that you're back!

[jer64bear]

that's odd...my family said the same thing.

maybe you could leave your name and I could even visit you. eh?

or I could continue making futile responses to these ego-boosting comments...whatever floats your boat.

hmmm...

[anonymous]

maybe.. mmmmmMMm... quite possibly.. the two of us can sit in a little coffee/tea house in seattle & talk about life, love, & the pursuit of happiness.

whatever floats your boat, dear.

Re: hmmm...

[anonymous]

so what are you doing tomrrow?
you busy...

jer the ladies man

[anonymous]

lol its brandon.... damn let me know how this works out... let me know when you can hang out again dude my friends think your hillarious but i dont see it anywayz give me a call ladies man

[anonymous]

Now this is going to sound weird, but I used to go to class just because you were there. I never really talked to you but you were entertaining to watch and listen. You're adorable as well.