Comments | jer_bear83: Okay, i'll play along

jer_bear83

Okay, i'll play along

Sep 12, 2005 21:59

I want you to post (in comments) anything that you want. Anything. Post a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything.

Be sure to post honestly and anonymously, though. Post as many times as you'd like, and then put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.

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phunbee September 13 2005, 19:04:17 UTC

I secretly wish I was jer_ber 'cause he is a hottie. And he has seen me rolling so...I think I owe him for that crazy experience.

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Re: My inner phobia... jer_bear83 September 14 2005, 16:42:49 UTC

oops! LoL. let me unlock it.

anonymous September 14 2005, 16:45:46 UTC

I am terrified of losing someone I love. More than the usual fear. It is always at the back of my mind, and if someone is late, by even a few minutes, I always assume the worst. I do not know what has caused this phobia, but it is always with me.

You would think this would cause me to not love, or at least not love easily, but this is not the case. I tend to give my heart away easily, even to those who do not deserve it. In fact, I seem to love the undeserving ones more, as if hoping that they will become deserving.

Will I ever learn? I'd like to think that I've learned some, but still have a long way to go.

bunegeria January 7 2006, 09:20:06 UTC

you may never read this, but I think you might have a commitment phobia, you are afraid of really being loved, or deserving love... so you always assume the worst. or pick people who will not stand the test of time... because, in one way it reinforces your ingrained beliefs about yourself, and keeps you from really committing to anyone, and allowing someone to love you.

thats the trick take some time, til you feel you can allow someone to love you!!!

jer_bear83 January 7 2006, 09:22:10 UTC

it e-mails automatically, so i will read that.

committment phobia i dont think so, as i direly wish to be in a relationship. i think what i have is anxiety or self worth, which is caused by early onset bi polar disorder (diagnosed) and ADHD. What i need to do is love myself. But its a work in progress.

i have grown a lot since that post.

postin' for no reason bunegeria January 7 2006, 09:15:48 UTC

I was randomly looking at postings in Seattle, and ran accross this, in my its my birthday, and I am the queen, and 7 margaritas mindset, I thought it would be great Idea, to post something, unfortunately, once i got here, I had nothing very interesting to say... and I think I need to go to bed.

Bunny

Re: postin' for no reason jer_bear83 January 7 2006, 09:16:50 UTC

Awwwww. thats super cute though. I think that is warrenting of a friends list add.

do you have MSN? i'm kinda tired but still up, and you are celebrating so IM me. my IM name is on my info page. :-)