So my mind tends to wander sometimes and last night and this morning i've come to a conclusion. I don't think I'm capable of living without stress. The times that I feel relieved, I feel something is missing, but the times I feel depressed, I almost feel like I'm causing it on purpose. It makes me wonder if I'm doing it to myself just so there is ( Read more... )

Horroscope forecast for January 1st, 2006 ( Read more... )

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So here's whats been happening in the world of Jeremy ( Read more... )

Merry Early Christmas Peoples! ^.^

Gimme a call and I'll wish ya a merrier one. Heh!

Hope you get everything you want. Hope you have a blast.
And I hope that sometime soon, the majority of us can get together since the last time we've gotten together was like 800000000 days ago..lol

So here's the thing ( Read more... )

I'm now a cripple....
2 Days....
12 hours....
HEAVY lifting all day between 4 lanes....
I swear to god, my body aches in places I didn't know existed..my ankles are ready to just snap, and my arms hurt so badly................
I need.........a Masseuse -.-

Picking 10 Songs from my Random Playlist and picking the top lines from them ( Read more... )

So i'm sitting in the cafeteria and I see a commercial for depression medecine and I wonder if I'm medically declared as depressed. So if that is the case, would I really want some medecine forcing me to repress those things that make me depressed. Would I want something to shield me from my sorrow, only to realize the unspeakable truth once the ( Read more... )

Why can't we be who we want to be? Why can't we do what we want to do? Why can't we just act how we want and not have to worry about others looking at us differently or judging us for our flaws? Why can't we just open ourselves to the world and share our true selves? Knowing that everyone will just look at us differently, treat us differently, ( Read more... )